Unordinary: The Triple Joker.

a shattered faith

[P.O.V: Ash Doe ]

I had just bumped into that isen kid..that look of fear on his face..it brings back memories..that i had hoped to forget altogether..the day I lost someone whom I thought was my friend..I Don't think I can trust anyone ever again..

**Flashback to Ash'slife in newBoston..**

When I was little..I grew up with my three siblings..my older brother Zane..who was two years older than me..he was the calmest of us and the most responsible and well respected..my younger brother john who was three years younger than me..john was a good kid but was a bit troublesome..but I loved him nonetheless..and last but not least my younger sister..Jasmine..who was five years younger than me..I was more on the colder side..not too cheerful but we all used to get along..but one day..on the night of my tenth birthday..I woke up in the middle of the night..

"..mother..where are you going..?" I said as I rubbed my eyes and stared at my mother in confusion as she was about to walk out the door with tears in her eyes..she got startled when she noticed me..and ran towards me..hugged me with tears in her eyes.."I'm sorry..I'm so sorry.." she whispered to me between her sobs before she whiped her tears..I was always the smartest of my siblings..so she cleared her throat..and spoke up to me.."I'm gonna have to leave you and the others honey.." she said as tears fell from her eyes..my eyes went wide with shock at that.."..what do you mean..mother..?" I said with a shaky voice.."sweetie..I'm gonna have to leave for you and your father and your siblings' sake..I don't think I'll be able to come back..Will you please look out for yourself and the others..?" She said to me with an apologetic sad voice as she took off her heart locket that had a picture of us happily on the day when jasmine was born..she put it around my neck.."I'm gonna count on you honey...." she said with a bitter sweet smile..I was so shocked I could not say or do anything..that was the last I saw of her

I was so attaching to my mother that the shock alone turned me cold and distant to everyone..I was too scared to get attached to anyone ever again..jasmine was the golden child..she unlocked her ability faster than all of us..she was a genius..but due to my cold nature..we did not get along that well..I barely talked so she disliked me..although she was on good terms with John and Zane..I was not good at showing emotions..but I was satisfied with just watching over them from a distance to keep them safe..that's what mother would have wanted..right..?

I had no friends for a few years before I went to high-school..I went to New Boston high-school..and there I met them..I was a lone wolf but still..someone approached me..I was a high tier at the time but not many people knew of it because I Don't get into fights..one day I was walking in the hallway and someone bumped into me..

"O-oh! Sorry! Heh..I'm a bit clumsy" the bright and warm voice of a boy said to me..it was a tall boy with red hair and lovely green eyes.."hm..no problem..just be careful next time.." I said coldly as I lended him a hand to get up.."thanks alot! You're alot sweeter than they say! I'm Jonathan but they call me Johnny!" The boy said as he introduced himself to me out of nowhere.."...Plea to meet you..I'm Ash.." I said as I tried to not be mean since he was being nice.." Nice name Ash! Hey! Let's hang out since it's lunchtime,  shall we?" Jonathan said cheerfully as he dragged me by the arm to hangout..he was one of the low tiers but I never gave a damn about hierarchy so..he kept bugging me until soon enough we became good friends..and later on we met another friend, his name was Sam..he was an elite but again..I do not care..Jonathan had pushed me to become queen since he thought why not..I did not want to but he was too persistent that I just went along with it..

We hung out often and had quite a bit of fun together..but later on something happened..I went to the bathroom leaving Jonathan by himself for a while..just to come back and find him beaten into a pulp..his state was so bad..I got him to the hospital immediately..he went in a coma for a few days..before he passed away..I had gotten attached to him..I got attached to someone again just to lose them..I was in a state of pure rage..but did not know who did this to seek revenge on..so I began terrorising the whole entire school..soon enough they got tired of me and every single student in the school decided to ambush me..they were lead..by Sam himself..

"Oh Ashy..all this because of losing a tiny bug..~?" Sam said to me mockingly calling jonathan a bug..it was all revealed to me at that point..the one who killed Jonathan was no other than Sam himself..then everyone struck me..cuts were all over my body..and I even got one on my right eye..it was obvious at that point..sam was the one who encouraged this ambush against me..to get rid of me too..I felt betrayed..at that moment I flew into a pit of rage..pure rage..I could not recognise myself anymore..as I brutally almost killed everyone..by the time I got back to my senses..

I was holding Sam's body by the neck..his right arm and lower half of his body cut off completely as he was dead in my hand..I had killed Sam..after he killed Jonathan..

I dropped him at once when I realised what I've done..blood was everywhere..every student in the school lying on the ground after they've passed out from the beating..police sirens everywhere..but..I felt nothing..I did not feel guilty..I did not try to run away..I have gotten arrested and sentenced to four years of readjustment classes..it was pure torture..seeing the worst memories of my life playing before my eyes over..and over..and over again..every single day..for four years straight..when I got out..I was completely broken..I had lost two friends..one got killed by the other..and I killed the one that was left when he tried to kill me..my trust was shattered...and so is my faith in humanity..my only regrets were that I could not save Jonathan..and that I ever called Sam my friend..

I found out that in my absence..something similar happened to john..he got into readjustment classes for a few months for beating up half of his class..I was enraged..but there was nothing I could do...I could not be there for john too..I was still in readjustment classes that I couldn't be there for him..Zane had turned cold and violent as well seeing how things turned out for me and john..he went to wellston University to study medicine, not wanting anything to do with the hierarchy despite how strong he was..me and john decided to go to wellston high-school together..things were not easy there either..but it's better than our days in New Boston..

**back to meantime..**

"..I'll never repeat the same mistake again..I'm never giving my full trust to anyone..and I'll never get too attached to someone again.." I thought to myself as I wiped the tears from my eyes and went to class..

[P.O.V: Arlo ]

"Hmm..just how should I approach those two..I think I should start off with that John kid first.." I thought to myself as I was walking through the hallway with holden..then someone bumped into me..it was john..he fell and dropped the papers in his hand all over the floor.."speaking of the devil.." I thought to myself.." you need to be more careful..ever heard of folders..?" I said with a sigh as I threw a folder to him and walked off.."w-wait! I can't take your stuff!" John shouted after me but I just ignored him..

"I can't be too friendly..or he'll get suspicious.."

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Chapter end, hope you enjoyed it, if you did then please stay tuned for next chapter ^^!