A new life

I dont know

Jillian pov:

Tom was holding my hand. I was happy I felt safe. I felt protected. But something was up with him. He was different not my sweet Tom I knew. We were at the table and the waiter came over not knowing who Tom was and his gang and asked for what we want to drink. Tom said coke and bill said coke as well And güstav  said Pepsi and same with George. Paige said sweet tea and when it got to me I said lemonade snd the waiter said great choice with a smirk. He left to get our drinks and Tom was mad and I asked him whats wrong and he said "didn't you see that guy flirt with you are you dumb?!" With a higher but raged tone. I said he was just being nice then he came with our drinks slipping a note under mine. Tom grabbed it before me reading it and ripping it up In front of him with a angry expression. I got a bit scared but i didn't care that much. I had Tom. Thats all I need. Once dinner was done we headed back and Tom dint talk to me the whole ride home. I asked him if he was ok and he said yeah and brushed it off Like nothing.but I knew something was. We got home and Tom said meet me in his room because he got a call he needed to answer. I couldn't hear or know what he was saying all i knew he was mad and talking in German.he said he had to go so I said oh ok looking down at my heels. He said he would be back in a hour or two so I stayed.

One hour passed

Then one more

Then another

Then 5

I was already asleep when he came in. He walked in quietly knowing I fell asleep and went to the bathroom to get ready for bed. I woke up from a call from him talking to his phone and declining right before entering his room. He was just in his boxer and got into bed and laid down at the farthest away from me. Why was he? Did I do something. I don't know. Was I nothing now? Was I just a pet he wanted to fuck? I don't know.

The next day

Jillian pov:

I woke up to not see Tom in bed but I heard some yelling downstairs. I went downstairs to see Tom and bill yelling at each other in German. I knew it was serious if he couldn't speak in English. I said hello and they both ignored me. I went to sir next to Paige and she said good morning asking if I was ok. I said yeah but also said something is up with them. Mainly Tom he has been acting distance since yesterday when we came over. She said yeah because there was so much tension but she didn't know what it was. She asked bill but he said he couldn't and bill told her practically everything. Tom stormed off to his room and started to blast music locking his door because bill followed and couldn't open the door. Me and Paige got annoyed so we went home.

10pm

We wanted to go to a club and let off some steam of what happened a few hours ago. I got on a deep blue off the shoulder dress that went down to my thighs. Paige begged me to come so I caved in. I was scared because of what happened but I knew I had to face my fears and know id something bad happens I have Paige to help me. She always did she kept me going when no one else could so many times she is my best friend and Platonic soulmate. We got ready and finally got ahold of jiahao after two months without contact. He thankfully answered and said he would love meet up. He drove by our house and picked us up and drove to a nice club. We all went in going straight to the bar to get a few rounds of shots. First one then two then 6. You could say we were our of our minds that we were but we all needed time together. We all danced together when I saw Tom walk in with a chick around his arm. He looked alone with no one but himself and the girl. They started to make out and Tom and her grinding on each other. Jiahao and Paige spotted them and looking at me with the most broken face I ever had. I felt lied to. He made me feel special but not anymore. I don't know. What were we. Was I his pet or girlfriend or a whore to him. I dont know. Jiahao went up to him looking angry as ever. I didn't know what he was saying but to the point Tom had a ice cold face but sadness and hurt in his eyes. Sorrow for what he had done. He looked over to me and realized I was here and came at me with the whore running away crying. Tom started to chase me around the club but I ran out of it going down streets i didn't even know. I was lost. Scared. But most of all I felt shame to myself. Why did I believe him. I sat on a curb and started to cry hearing screams from Tom saying where was i. I didn't answer but I knew he would find me. The quite roads and my crying didn't help at all. Tom found me and bolted to me saying he could explain. But he couldn't. i asked why. He said " I Don't Know" silence filled the roads again with only tears and sorrow.