A new life

Why did i do it..

Tom pov:
I was talking jillian and the gang out for dinner. I was ecstatic couldn't believe I was with her finally. I felt uneasy at the restaurant because of Ashley. She was my first girlfriend. And worst one. She made me stop believing in love till Jillian. Ashley was the ambrosi clan. Her dad helped me out when me and the gang were at our lowest. To repay i had to be with Ashley but that meant not being with Jillian all the time now. After the dinner I looked they my phone seeing Ashley had texted me she got back in town to visit me. I said i couldn't but she got mad saying she knows what her dad will do if I said no. Kill me.

Ashley:
Hey tom! I'm back in Paris again for a vacation since college is such a nightmare, anyways i want to meet up at a club tomorrow night ok I'll be waiting for you Tom <3

Tom:
Hey Ashley. I don't know if I can meet up tomorrow because I've been feeling really sick but I'm a week or two you know so I won't get you sick.

Ashley:
Aww poor tomi. I'll come over right now and stop by to get you soup ok I'll be there in 10;)

Tom:
Ashley please don't come I've been throwing up like crazy please just come later not now.

Ashley:
No tom your lying.

Tom pov:
I look over to see Ashley at the restaurant. I went pale and my stomach dropped faster than anything. I told bill in German saying she was here and I said we had to use the bathroom.
 

Ashley's table:

Ashley:
Tom why did you lie? Did you not want to see me? What tell me for fucks sake

Tom: i can explain it was for work and I didn't want to worry you because it's taking up too much time and I didn't want you to feel like I'm putting work before you.

Ashley:
Well you did tom.. why would you it doesn't seem like work it seems like a get together with friends.

Bill:
Ashley I promise you it's for work it's just about doing some jobs for some random girls they need protection ok.

Ashley:
It doesn't seem like they need it.

Tom:
Ashley I know you are mad but we really have to go and meet me at the club tonight I'll make up ok.

After dinner
Paige and Jillian left to go home

Tom:
Ok just have to go to the club and be done with it it will only take two hours at most

I picked up Ashley and drove to a club with me trying to be really into her. She was all up on me I mean she was beautiful model beauty but not like Jillian. Ashley was nothing compared to Jillian. All I could think of was Jillian's face. Just Jillian.

In the club

It was pretty packed and Ashley dragged me other to the dance floor grinding up on me. It was nice and she did have a amazing body I can't lie. She had beautiful long blonde hair that went down to her waist . And amber eyes. She was Italian and had a amazing accent. She always would dye her hair different colors when we were together but now she stuck to blonde fat from her original color.

I had to act like I was in love with her so I grinded on her too and started to make out till I stop and looked over to find her

My Jillian.

She looked like I just killed her mom and she started to cry and run out the building. I said be right back to Ashley leaving her there and got to Jillian with her crying and looking like a mess. She still looked amazing. Why. Why did I do that.. she was sitting whilst I was standing and she said why did I do that. In a Voice that could break me to a million pieces all over again.

She started to cry and I held her trying not to show emotion like I cared. But tears flew out of my eyes slowly.