My Beautiful Nightmare - Tom Kaulitz

It's him, again!

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It feels like something is wrong somewhere, but I still keep shaking it.
It might just be my paranoid self, or the fact that it was from Annie and I don't trust her, maybe that's why I'm feeling this way. I shook my head again for the umpteenth time to clear those feelings away. 'Am I making a mistake?' I asked myself. I shouldn't let my lack of trust for Annie or my unwanted naturally ingrown suspicions that has been in me ever since Mom and I started staying with Marie, ruin this once in a lifetime opportunity for me. Sighing deeply, I stretched my hands to reach for my phone mad gasped when I saw what time it was. I had overslept and instead of asking up immediately, I spent the rest of the time being unnecessarily suspicious. I quickly jumped out of the bed and ran to the bathroom. I have to attend the interview today and also go for my classes, hopefully despite my delay, I would be able to make it. Although I didn't feel like I would be selected because there might be professionals there. I just felt like I should go and try out my luck. "Oh shit I muttered loudly to myself as I glance at my reflection in the mirror while brushing my teeth.

I can't attend the both of them! I have to pick one. I honestly forgot that my class was starting at the same time as my interview was. 'what do I do?' I honestly can't afford to lose this opportunity. Not after Marie's call last night, not after I had quit that shit ass job that was helping me in paying some of my bills. I have to do this. I just hope the class won't have started by the time I was done with the interview, after all, we have had our classes late sometimes. "Hey. you're taking too much time in there," Annie slurred. I rolled my eyes. Again! She came back home drunk again. I can't
believe this. I really hate being with her whenever she was drunk. "I'll be out soon, " I said, quickly rinsing my mouth. I grabbed a towel from the hanger and rushed out of the toilet just as she forced her way into it, clutching her stomach and her hands on her mouth. Great! She was going to throw up, as usual! I shook my head at her and took some clothes from my Wardrobe. I don't have time for this, I have something more important to do. I dressed up and ran out of the
house, avoiding Annie's drunk tantrum of complaining about everything.

The place I was asked to go to for the interview looked simple, not classy yet not bad, just plain simple and I felt a bit disappointed. It wasn't what I had expected but it would do. Maybe they only have this interviews here while the main modelling company is
elsewhere. "Hello.. how may I help you?" A lady said, smiling at me. "Hello, I'm Jolie. I spoke to someone on the phone, I'm not sure if it's you but I was asked to come here today for an interview," I answered, trying to hide my nervousness. "Miss Jolie? Yeah, I spoke to you on the phone. You're way prettier in person,"She said, smiling at me. Well, that was awkward but nice. "Uh.. thanks," I answered. "Wait here, He's on his way." She said and walked out, leaving me staring at her. I waited for about ten minutes but no one came, not even the lady that I was talking to earlier. At this point, I was starting to feel that same way I felt this morning
and it felt like I was doing the wrong thing. Sighing deeply, I stood up. I've
been patient for two long. I brought out my phone and called Laura. I need to know if the class was in session but the call went straight to voicemail and the next thing I got was a text message
from her informing me that she can't pick up my call while in the class, confirming my fear that the class had already started.

"Fuck. I have to be in class. Ma'am? Ma'am?" I called, looking for the lady.
"Yes?" 'Oh so now you appear?' I thought to myself. I won't want to do
anything to risk my chance of getting the job so I made the fakest smile. "Im sorry I have to leave now, " I said and turned to leave when a shadow appeared in front of me and I stared at it before looking straight at him.
Oh Lord! It's him! The strange man at the bus who kept staring at me. "Oh..you're the lady at the bus!" He said, pointing at me and cocking his head to the right. I nodded my head, unable to speak. "Aren't you doomed already miss? You're late for class aren't you? Why bother going?" He said, smiling at me. "I came here for my interview but no one answered so I have to leave. I'm sorry," I answered,
finally getting my voice. I looked away from him to notice this fellow... Holy shit, he's really hot! Now that I'm looking at him closely, he looked more handsome and sexy with a dangerous vibe around him, like the gangster's I read about in books. "Nice to meet you, I'm Tom Kaulitz," he said, ignoring what I said and stretching his hand to shake me. "Oh..hi," I said, quietly, shaking him back. "You may leave us," he said to the lady but as soon as she left, dragged me to another room.

I stared at him, surprised that he dragged me into a office and a bit afraid. I opened my mouth to speak but the next thing I knew was the taste of his lips on mine. Omg! What's happening? The soft lips and the smell of aftershave and expensive men perfume made my head swoon a bit and I couldn't believe it was happening. I was being kissed by a drop dead gorgeous dangerous looking man! It was so good that I kissed him back, forgoing all my discipline and moral upbringings. He suddenly stopped and withdrew his face from mine leaving me hanging. I opened my eyes and stared at him, mad. Was he playing with me? Why did he stop half way? "You're hired. You're exactly what I was looking for," he said, giving me a smirk. I looked at him, shocked and still in a daze from the kiss. "You have the perfect body" he said, walking around me, "And just the best lips." Best lips? What the hell? Was kissing and been kissed part of the interview? "Your lips may look small but they do things, It would be perfect. I really love them," he continued, running his finger round my lips. He kissed me again, this time it as a quick kiss, not giving me enough time to savour his lips. "I have plans for you, a surprise," he said, bringing out a tape, still smiling that wicked smile that turns me to mush.

"You're the only satisfying pet I've ever had and I'm really happy about that. I just hope you would be a good girl. Will you?" I stared at him, still confused but amazed by his looks and leaned towards him in a trance, just
hoping he'll kiss me again but he said.
"Sorry... I'll be kidnapping you." he
smirked. Who does that?

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