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I can't tell how long I have been here but I can tell it's another day. For some reason, I was scared, I wasn't afraid of dying. I just anticipation what he would do to my vaginal. I want him to do that stuff to me again and...fuck...I can't believe I want to be fucked by a stranger. One thing I noticed was that this time, I was blindfolded. Still tied but I felt happy with it I sensed him coming closer and sucked my breath, trying to hide
the fact that he makes me nervous. I hate this, not being able to see him, not seeing his facial expressions or where he was. I also hate this feeling. I am blindfolded by a strange guy yet I
can't stop myself from wanting him.
I really want his hands on my body again and it annoys me to know that is how easy I was. I felt his warm breath behind my ears as he loosened the blindfold from my face and blinked my eyes rapidly to adjust to the lighting in the room before glaring at him. He stood right in front of me, his face bare inches from mine and I
tried hard to control myself from looking at his lips and letting him know how much I want him. "Little pet, now that I'm close to you, I notice that you have really pretty eyes, " He said in a low voice, smiling at me and staring right into my eyes. I glared at him, trying my best to show him that I was mad at him and forcing myself to stop being a bit excited at the little compliment he gave me."Little pet? Wow... You must really have no manners," I said angrily. "What's manner got to do with us? Why should I have manner towards you?" He asked, still close to me. "Are we close enough to be giving each other pet names?" "I guess you're right, " he said, sighing a bit dramatically and staring at his feet for a while. I glanced suspiciously at him and rolled my eyes at his obvious fake
acting. "Well, I know how much you want to be here with me but I have to
tell you this," He said, staring at me again, this time with a feigned sad expression on his face. "You're free to go." I stared at him with disbelief for a
while, expecting him to laugh at me and say it was a joke but he shifted away from me and got my clothes for me. I felt a bit embarrassed dressing in front of him but he has already seen me naked, there was no need to cover myself. "Here, have this, " he said as I started to leave, giving me some dollar bills and walking out of the room. I felt cheap and wanted to drop the money but changed my mind. I didn't agree to any of his plans, I came here with the intention of working as a model, it was only right that he paid me. I left there in a hurry after deciding to keep the money and got into a bus going back to school. I might have missed some classes but I still have some so it was better I attend the rest than missing all of them.I got to the lecture hall and took a deep breath, quickly collecting myself and arranging my hair before opening the door of the hall expecting the grave silence that usually follows whenever one of us was late. l I walked in and the entire class went dead silent, Laura staring at me and looking surprised while the professor giving me a 'Not again' look. "Hello, good day sir. Uh... I'm sorry for being late, I uh... I had some personal things to take care of," I stammered. "He just shook his head and continued with his lectures, ignoring my apologies as usual. I quickly went to sit next to Laura, grateful that today was my last
class of the week. I found myself thinking about the bus guy, Tim? Tom..? Tom something, while in class.
I just could not forget the way I felt when his hands went on me. I felt so good and oh no. I so badly want his hands on my body again. I shivered slightly from desire and fought the urge to leave the classroom and go to the bathroom so as to pleasure myself while thinking about him. "Hey. what's wrong?" Laura asked, staring at me worriedly. "Uh? Nothing.. just a bit tired.. " "Part-time job? Yeah, I get it. Keep it up girl!" She whispered, cheering me up.After the class, we got assigned a project with our teammates and because of my distractions, I got paired with someone else, a guy I barely know. "Should we start preparing for it now? " He asked, staring at me enthusiastically. "Im sorry but no. I have uhmmm something important to do at home, my part-time job, " I lied. " Oh okay. Let's meet during the weekend then." " Great, thanks," I said and hurried away. I rushed back home and as soon as I got home, I quickly took a bath, not minding the water bills, after all, with the money I got from Tom, I finally remembered his name, u would be able to pay the bills. After bathing, I dressed in my comfy clothes and waited for Annie to come back home. We both have to have a long
conversation about why she did
what she did. I didn't realize that I had slept off until my phone alarm rang and I got up, startled out of bed.
Annie wasn't back yet and I was getting a bit hungry so I decided to make something for myself while I wait for her to get back. I walked into the kitchen and straight to the refrigerator, only to find a note on it.
Dang it! The bitch! She came back and left without me knowing. It seems she knew that I had found out what she did and was avoiding me. In the note, she apologizes for what she did to me and promises to be out of my life and never cross paths with me again.I wish I had met her while she was writing this, I would have dealt with her. Sorry for what I did?? Was it that easy to be forgiven? For selling me to a pervert? How can she take think being sorry and promising to be out if my life solves it? The door bell rang and I shook my head immediately. The caretaker never misses an opportunity to ask for the rent dues. "Im coming!! " I yelled and hurried to the door. He was famous for his lack of patience and I really wasn't ready for a yelling battle with him. "I'm here, you came earlier than..." My voice trailed as I found out who was at the door. "Hello, Jolie. It's me again, did you miss me?"
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My Beautiful Nightmare - Tom Kaulitz
RomanceA student, trying to pay her bills, rent, and especially her mother's treatment. She ran away from her previous part time job and she had to find new to earn money. Just that, she found an ad where they were looking for new a model on the job. Throu...