𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 ; Bill Kaulitz

𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 ; 03

It's been a month since meeting the band ans it's been one hell of a month I should say. Bill and I don't talk anymore, matter a fact were 'rivals' you could say. Not necessarily but someone told the press that Tokio Hotel and I were rivals. At first Bill and I started seeing each other on the side in private as a secret, but that didn't last for to long since we were caught a good two weeks later. They've been on interviews and that's all the hosts asked them about, I can't even watch their interviews without my name being brought up. Today would be the first time I would be going to an event since this whole drama thing went down. I held myself together before leaving my apartment. I'll be alright. Right?

I was going out to dinner with my family today, my brother, mother unfortunately, Stepdad and biological dad I feel like it'll be awkward. I decided not to go all out since it was just a dinner with my family, I wore a long light pink dress with off shoulder sleeves. The dress was pretty basic, it ended at my ankles but it showed some of my chest because of the sleeves, I didn't mind honestly. My hair was in a low bun but I made sure it was neat since I wanted to look somewhat presentable. I grabbed my purse and placed my wallet, phone, and perfume then grabbed my present to give to my brother as a late birthday present.

I saw the press outside my grandmother's house, I didn't want to leave but when I saw my parents car pull up I braced myself. I left my grandmother's apartment and said goodbye to my grandma since I was living with her. I opened the front door and closed it behind me and the cameras began to flash the moment I began to walk. The press put microphone's up to my face and the bright lights scared me and started to make me dizzy. I tried to cover my eyes but it wasn't helping, the microphones, flash, all the questions and the large crowd outside the house wasn't helping me at all.

My  biological father got out the car, he walked towards me and I wrapped my arm around his, thank goodness he helped me out that mess, I didn't answer any of their questions but I began to think to myself, how did they know where I lived? I worried for my grandmother, I prayed that they didn't harass her because if they do while I'm gone then it was going to be a serious problem. When I got into the car I didn't even say anything to my mother, how could I? She caused me the most trauma and the most pain.

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When we got settled into the restaurant I noticed now fancy it was, it was absolutely beautiful. I didn't have my pricings on because I thought it was kind of pointless if I was going to eat so I took them out before I left the house. I gave my brother his gift, it was in a small box and I smiled as he opened it. I saw his face light up and I hugged him, my brother had stuck with me despite the fact he was smoking heavily like my mother he still brought lightness into those dark times. "You got him a car?! And what about me?" My mother shouted she completely ruined the moment. "Well you already have one." I replied, she seemed pretty pissed.

"So you can buy Leo and your father a car but not me? And why is that." She yelled at me again, jezz her breath smelt like fish, I mean she was eating fish so it made sense. "Leo wanted a car for his birthday, My father needed a car you didn't ask me for anything for your birthday that's your fault." I said taking a bite of my mash potatoes, I looked to the left and saw the band coming in, the press at the window. I wanted to jump out that window so badly, I wanted to hurry things up but I wanted to spend time with the loved ones since tomorrow isn't always promised. So I just pretended they weren't there.

"Isn't that your little friend?" My stepdad asked me pointing at the band, I looked at him and raised an eyebrow. This girl screamed and ran up to Bill, I couldn't help but feel jealous when I watched him hug her, I felt like I was staring to hard but he looked so damn good. "This couldn't get any worse." I thought to myself then me and Bill made eye contact, he smiled me and I couldn't help but smile back then my mom grabbed my attention and I turned away from Bill. "Thanks." I thanked her because I would've done something stupid if I kept looking.

After the dinner was done I paid for it, I didn't even know i was paying for it I thought my mom was, at least that's what she said but then again my mom says a lot of stuff. I walked out of the restaurant the same time as the band was leaving, how iconic right? Of course I was walking next to Bill, I tried to keep my distance but when the flashes and press came, shoving microphones to my mouth and asking questions I got scared. "Crybaby, crybaby!! Crybaby over here! Crybaby please tell us who your with! Crybaby are these your friends? Crybaby!" They were begging for everything, crybaby this, crybaby that. The band was also involved with the press.

"Crybaby please tell us if you have a new album coming out! Can you sign this for me?" I heard someone say, I walked to them, it was this British boy with the cutest British accent I've ever heard in my life. I smiled and signed his 'crybaby' CD case. "Yes I do have a new album coming out called k-12." I said walking away, the press taking pictures as I got into the car and drove back to my grandmother's house. I felt weird after seeing Bill though, please don't tell me I was falling for him.

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