I did really bad things in the past
Banish people from my life who cared the most about me just because i was scared to get hurt again
Hurt people I cared the most about because I was so destroy in the inside
Eat the live of someone else by my action
Make them believe they wanted to die
Because of things I didn't even mean on purpose
And even if they say it's okay
It's not okay because i know how it feel all the time and I just can't forgive myself for doing that to someone else
Especially to someone I cared my whole heart about
