Is It all even real
I'm here physically
But mentally I'm not there
I'm somewhere else lost in my mind
Lost deep down in my thoughts
Mislaid in all of my mind
Thinking of what i could've said or not say
Overthinking all the things you said or did
Feeling stupid of it all after
Being ashamed when I'm showing emotion
Feeling weak when I give people my trust
I guess I'm just stupid for caring more about you than my own self But what can I do, huh ?
Blanked all of you in my mind ?
I unfortunately can't do that
I'll never forgive myself if I do that
Loosing you would be too much to support
I'm sorry
I need to know if you're gonna leave me
