Turtles All The Way Down- AGAIN

Thirteen.

I wanted to hide. Want to hide. Wan... I kept staring at him .. he might have forgotten about me. Does he even know that I am here ? Like here, right now. That there is only or maybe precisely 5 meters that is 500cm!!?.. what am I even thinking. Come back to your sense's Aza.

I am still staring at him, when a hand pulls me. Its Lucas "hey!! Lets go. I can't park for long!"

"Park?"

"I told you to wait for me at the entrance? What happened?"

"Huh??" I muttered to myself

There it was. Even though I am not into cars but it was a beauty in black. I am still holding onto him? Why can't I let go? His hand .. they're soft must be all the chlorine.. CHLORINE! I let go of his hand. I might have startled him.

"Oh sorry... I didn't mean to. But you didn't look at me when I called for you." He said .. surprisingly in a very polite manner.

"Yeah...about that I am sorry." How could I say that the actual reason behind ignoring his cries for my name, That I was busy looking at my ex-"love interest."

"Oh.its fine. Happens. Relax." As he says, he walks to the passenger side door and opens it for me ? For real ?

How could someone be so gentle ? I walk towards the door with a smile. "Thank you." As I had settled and could still se Davis through the entrance. What was he doing here?

THUD*. The door closed and Lucas was right next to me. I should get back to my sense's, I cannot blow this up. "Nice car by the way." seriously? nice car? NICE CAR!! out of all the things I had to say this. Daisy would've been disappointed for sure.!

"Thank you, I got it cleaned just for tonight." He said with a soft smile.

Just for tonight??!!! What does that mean?? Maybe I should tell him about my condition.. more about my self thoughts. I suddenly feel nauseous, I think the car is getting smaller!!! someone HELP! 

"Hahahaha. Gotcha. I was just kidding don't worry, I would never do something that would make you uncomfortable." With a smile again. That smile, gives me an amused feeling, feels good when he smiles. Those are some of the perfect curves i have seen, his smile seems very genuine to me. He smiles a lot.. that's sweet. His smile makes me want to smile. 

"Oh no its ok." I said with a smile too. Yeah no maybe I should stop smiling I look like a weirdo, a maniac who would drink a whole bottle of sanitizer just cause she is feeling anxious, Oh wait! I did.

"You should smile more often Aza. You look good." what did he just say! I feel something, i think there is something in my stomach, what is it? cancer? Am I dying? Worst time to die is RN! BREATH Aza BREATH!

Ting* its a message from Daisy a series of messages

 'Breath Aza Breath' 

Ik you can do this!

I am waiting for all that tea

I am missing you alreadyyyy

" Is there an issue? alright?" I could see the concern in his eyes. "No everything is fine. By the way where are we heading to?" I said with a smile to reassure him that everything is fine. 

"Oh don't worry about it, I have everything planned out for us." I just noticed, whenever he smiles his eyes shrink into tiny cute dots and his nose shrinks up too.

"Really? that's umm.. that's very sweet of you." I somehow managed to say it even though my heart has been irregular palpitation's, that's very irregular and I am concerned about it, what if I have a heart attack and die, wouldn't be surprising. 

Lucas starts the car as we leave I see Davis for one last time, or is it?