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You might be wondering  what was I doing now... no matter how much I try , I find myself texting a message to Davis. It was 8 in the morning .

TEXT: Hey ! long time no see .. how have you been ?? my college is planning a trip to COLORADO let's meet!!!!

and then I would just delete the text .. well this is not my first time doing such .. but I always back down because .. I wouldn't say its due to my ego, but he could have contacted me right or maybe just send a 'HI Aza Holmes' his usual. Texting him first would make him feel that I am too desperate , which is I am not , or maybe I am . sometimes I just feel that the time of us in the pool would have just stopped.

" Good morning Aza"

It was mom , " oh! hey mom  YOU up early??"

" oh yeah I was  uh .. I heard a voice so I came up to check on you "

" no mom I am fine .. don't worry  uh I was just checking what to take and what not to the trip  just you know checking "

" ah yeah  its in 2 days right ?"

" yeah it is .", after a long pause I said "don't worry mom, I would meet Dr.Singh and also I would have Daisy with me .. right ?"

she sat next to me on the bed and said " you are my world Aza and you know that .. I love you."

" I love you too mom " I said without a doubt . Of course  I love her .. she is the only family I have right now and also I know I have troubled her a lott.. I don't want her to worry .

she looked into my eyes and said " if you . if you meet Davis . I would want to talk to him "

" come on mom its not like I am gonna meet him randomly .. and also I would be with my teachers and classmates . and its education purpose only mom, no enjoyment OK! "

" OK FINE.... " she let a sigh.

On my way to college .. the DAVIS REEL started to play in my mind .. ' what if I actually meet him?'

' what would I say to him ' ' does he even remember me ' ' what would I do if he says "Aza Holmes?" what would I do then '   also me dying to listen his voice... why am I even wondering .. I reached college .. TAP TAP ! .. it was Daisy.

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