Various x reader: one shots!

Naruto x Reader (2)

The following story contains mature content (Suicide, selfharm, and depression)
*Trigger warning*

"After you left I-I just kept going. How do you keep going when the worst things happen?" You sobbed, "I almost feel ashamed that you could be so important. I'm nothing without you. Don't you see?! Do you see what has happened to me?"

"(F/n)..." The blonde boy held your scarred wrist.

"I was bad before you came a long. I already hated myself. You came around and I was finally somewhat happy. I wanted to die a little less, But when you left I felt like I couldn't breathe. You left me worse than I was." You pulled your wrist out of his grasp.

"Listen to me (F/n), let me expla-"

"No! Don't pretend to care now! You didn't see through my lies. I told you that I was okay and I really wasn't. I told you that I didn't want to die anymore and you believed me. You of all people should have noticed!" Tears of anger poked at the corners of your eyes. "Where the hell were you? I needed you and you weren't there!"

"(F/n) let me talk!" The usually cheery blue eyed boy boomed, "I can't help you if you continuously lie to me. I can't help you if you refuse to let me. I couldn't help you and it was killing me. I had to leave. I could't feel that way anymore!"

"I hate you! I hate you so much! I don't want to love you anymore! It hurts too much!" You couldn't take it anymore. You needed to get out. Your thoughts were suffocating you. You did the only thing you could. You ran.

*timeskip*

"Its finally over" You whispered to yourself. An empty pill bottle laid on the bathroom floor beside you. You didn't really care if people thought you killed yourself because Naruto left. Although that wasn't the reason you were doing it. You couldn't do it anymore. You were fighting a losing battle. You felt like nobody cared. You felt that the world would be a little better without you in it.

You were wrong. After you died, your best friend Sakura started skipping school. Her grades dropped and so did her mental health. Your parents couldn't walk past your room without bursting into tears. People at school would stare at the empty desk that you should have occupied. Naruto wouldn't eat or sleep for weeks. You were blinded and couldn't see how much you really mattered.

Authors note: This story took a darker turn. If you are thinking about committing suicide please call the suicide hotline at 1(800)-273-8255. If you don't want to call them, you can always message me. As someone who has battled (and is still battling) depression, I can hopefully provide a little bit of support. If you think no one cares, you are wrong. I care about every single one of my readers. Please do not comment anything negative about anything involving depression. Depression is not a joke. Your comments will be deleted.

~ Have a wonderful day