it's 1:32 in the morning and i'm lowkey panickinggg
i have to do a bunch of stuff tomorrow (later) like laundry and packing clothes 😭 i also have to find my bag wtf
i remembered that i haven't done school supplies shopping yet but then i also remembered that all i need is a pen, notebook, and social battery so yeah
and my friend from before messaged me after a year? 😭 i was actually just thinking of them like these past few days and they actually messaged 😭
i don't think you'll see this but if ever you do, i'm thankful for you! you're like one of the reasons i survived the first month of grade 11 so yeah i appreciate you ❤
i also thought of making these longer by telling random stuff about my life! i think it will also be good because my memory is slowlyyy deteriorating and i'm afraid i might forget stuff :(
so i'm very fond of reading twitter aus especially the heavy angst ones. it was like in ramadan last year and i stayed up late reading a really angsty au, and it was that renmin astronaut au and it was short yet painful and made me cry! but i thought that it wasn't enough so after i read it, i scoured more for heavy angst aus.
i found one, it was a hoonki au and it was REALLY painful it made me cry a lot and since it was ramadan, i had to go down to eat but i was still crying lmaooo (i'm so bad at telling stories wtf)
so yeah, i cried some more after that and finally went to sleep, but when i woke up, i was burning with fever 😭 it was on jeno's birthday too so i remember
also, one thing about me is that i kind of mark dates by my faves' comebacks or birthdays?? like i would forget the month but i would remember which era it was HAHAHAHAH
okay so there's that!
i'm probably gonna some more here while i'm on vacation but won't be able to post them in real time bc there's no wifi and data seems too expensive for me 😔