i'm literally panicking bc i'm starting school on monday and i've had too many absences now 😭 this is the first time i had absences bc i literally don't skip school unless i'm sick 😭
i'm just trying to be positive 😀 i'll see my shs friends again! actually, i'm not that close to them which is a bit sad but i think we're at like a certain closeness (?) considering how we shared traumatic experiences in life 😭 idk, i feel like i become closer to someone if we share like really personal stuff. probably bc i rarely do it, so if someone did, they probably trust me
i never really told this to someone, but i sincerely do not like my school and strand. i actually was planning on taking a diff strand, but changed last minute bc i enrolled too late 😭 i started to like my current strand too, but i know that it's gonna be much harder now that i'm in g12. g11 literally almost took me out, idk if i can go through smth harder than that.
too much school stuff, i'm gonna cry.
