Dear Soulmate...

Anonymous

Dear Soulmate,

I haven't found you yet. I don't know if I ever will, but the books all say there's a person out there for everyone, so you must be out there, somewhere. I just want you to know that loving me won't be that easy, and I'm sorry about that. There's so many things about me that I keep hidden, that I want to bury and forget, but I know I'll never be able to. Some people say that you can't ever love someone until you love yourself, and that worries me. Because, you, wherever you are, whoever you are; you're probably the most amazingly beautiful person that I'll ever meet. And I know that I'll want to love you. But I don't think I know how. 

I hope that I'll meet you someday. I hope that someday I'll wake up and see you. That'll make everyday so much better. I hope that we'll be able to play guitars together and sing under the stars. I'll make you a flower crown. We'll laugh. We can be stupid idiots together, and we'll never regret a second we spend together, because I know time with you will never be wasted. I pray to God that I meet you soon. 

Until then, know that I'll wait for you. I promise that I won't give up on finding you.

~Anonymous