Dear Soulmate...

Jess

Dear soulmate, 

At night I hear you. 

In my dreams I see you. 

When I'm cold I feel you. 

You're everywhere yet nowhere. 

Why can I find you when I need you?

But yet when I need you the most, like now?

You are nowhere to be found?

Why aren't you here for me?

I really miss your arms. 

I can still hear you. 

I see you. 

But where are you?

I want us to be everything. I want you to be there to hold my hand and walk into a cotton candy colored sunset. I want to skip with you down a sandy tidal beach. I want to be that girl you can race like a friend but love like a lady. I want you to be my teddy bear when I cry. I want you to sit around my little table and have a tea party like children. I want to try on a bunch of clothes together and take a ton of pictures. I want to wear your hoodies and smell like you. I want to sit on the couch and watch movies. I want to go to the theatre and be the girl you do the movie-move to. I want to bike with you on a picturesque London road. I want to grow old with you. I want to be the one you never forget. 

I want to be in your thoughts. 

Right now. 

But you are thousands of people away. I can't see you. I'm blinded by all the city lights. So help me find you. I don't think I'll be able to wait any longer. 

Love,

Jess