Dear Soulmate...

Arthur

Dear Perfect,

Bloody hell, that sounds to sappy. How about this:

Dear Dream,

I don't know how you can stand me. I'm so grumpy and obnoxious. I'm never happy, and I never really smile. You know that already, what am I saying? And why am I getting all flustered when I know you'll never see this?

Oh right... You'll never see this... I wish I wasn't to much if a tsundere to show you how I feel. Instead I'm writing in an old diary of mine that no one will ever read. Why can't I be perfect for you?

I wish I could just be a knight in shining, silver armor, and ride to your tower. I wish I could rescue you from your duties and we could run away together. But if I did that, you'd die, and most likely, I would too.

Why do you have to be so perfect? Forgiving me like what I did was nothing. I hurt you. I beat you. I could have killed you for f**ks sake! Yet you forgive everything I had ever done... Why does it make me feel so sad...

I love you. I love you so God d*mn much! I wish I could tell you this! I wish you felt the same. Cause whenever I see you, I swear time stops. You're beautiful, inside and out. 

I can't take it! The sad expression you give me when all these girls surround me. It kills my every being. Because no matter how enticing these girls are, they aren't as perfect as you. I love you so much. I wish you loved me in return...

You're so amazing, love. Keep smiling for me...

Arthur