It's 9:38 pm and I'm just sitting on my bed think about life. My 2 best friends from school have ditched me so now I'm going to the graduation dance alone. I have a few other friends but they all have their own groups and I don't feel like I belong.
If only I had a boyfriend.
I am single. I have never been super boy crazy like the other attention whores at my school. I've had 2 or 3 crushes in the past 14 years and they have never liked me back. It's no suprise and I am not heartbroken after finding that out. I don't believe that u are suposed the have relationships in elementary school. What are you going to do? Share a kiss behind the wall ball court? Ya right.
Like every other teenage girl, whether the confess or not I read fan fictions. I like the thought that some girl in the world had a happy ending with their relationship. Of course the guy and the girl always fight but I think that's what makes them stronger. Okay this is getting too fucking gushy.
Back to graduation dance.
I have a dress. I have a necklace and the cutest pair of matching earings but I have no friends buy my side. That sucks. I'm going to walk in there and hope to find a guy that will think I'm gorgeous and sweep me off my feet. But where the hell do I live? Clearly not on earth.
I just have to survive 2 more days.
