being left alone

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We laugh and smile, constantly
and use way too much irony
We flirt
Knowing that one of us will get hurt
It's probably me, someday
I know you are not going to stay anyway.
my mind is a mess and you will run away
no matter how hard I try to hide

You will run away like everyone
and I'm so done with being left alone
and thats why I just can't trust anyone

I'm done with people who leave
Right now, I think love is something I will never truly recieve
Why should I?
I'm influenced by a constant state of tiredness and will always be a mess.

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