Her Name [bbangsaz]

01

Hanni’s pov

I walked from hallway to the parking lot to get my bike and go home, but I realized that I was going to our house, not home, because I don't feel anything there but pain; it's seriously suffocates me.

Sometimes, I almost don't want to go home anymore just because my parents are always fighting. I don't even know if they still think that I'm their only daughter.

Do you know the feeling of having parents but not feeling that they are your parents just because they care about anything more than their own child? That's what I felt. I'm seriously scared of my own parents, especially my mom. She’s not just strict; she's so strict to the point that I can see and feel that she's controlling my own life.

As I rode my bike, I saw someone. I squinted my eyes, and yeah, I was right. Jay, my boyfriend, was with Karina, his so-called "girl best friend". I just saw them kissing each other next to Jay's car.

I just ignored them and drove away. I tried to hold back my tears, but I just couldn't take it anymore. I just let out a big sigh while my tears were falling.

The way fresh air is touching my skin while I pedal my bicycle helps me to calm down at the moment, even though my tears keep falling from my eyes.

It's so heavy. My parents knew about my relationship with him because I really like him, and I forced my relationship with him on them, but guess what? I just got betrayed by him.

I know I'm lacking in my relationship with Jay. I can't give him what he wants just because my parents are so strict with me; they aren't even letting me hang out with my friends. I wiped my own tears; they shouldn't see me crying because they'll just talk sh*t about me

I arrived at our house and checked myself on the camera of my phone to see if I was good-looking so that they wouldn't notice that I cried just because my boyfriend cheated on me. As I entered, I saw my mom talking to someone on her phone; she noticed me. I signaled at her that I was going upstairs, but when I turned around and was about to take a step, she called my name

"Hanni?" I was stunned. I frowned.

"Did she notice my eyes?" I mumbled before turning my head to her. I looked at her, raising both of my eyebrows.

"Hmm?" I hummed as my response.

"Later, we will have visitors, so dress up, put on some makeup, and make yourself look your best," she said, and I was shocked and curious at the same time, so I asked 'why, but she just turned around and left me dumbfounded, but I already know what it is.

Time Skip

Dinner at 8:18pm

I did what mom told me to do; I wore a black square-neck puff-sleeve dress. I'm still here in my room. I reached for my phone on the table to check some notifications and messages.

My Girls🤍

Me : Hi girls, are y'all still up?

Hyein : Yeah, why? are you okay? do you want me to come over?

Yujin : lol, you're just going to eat their foods there, Hyein.

Hyein : Shut up.

           Me : I just want to rant something

Haerin : Go, what is it?

Me : Jay cheated on me, I saw him and Karina earlier, they're kissing each other.

Yunjin : Honestly, I'm not really comfortable with that guy in the first place and he's just a fucking dick.

Yujin : Do you want us to punish him? like you know, we should cut his dick.

     Me : No, No. I'll just break up with him If I saw him:)

Hyein : We're just here Hanni, okay? Call us if you want us to come over.

    Me : Yeah, thank you girls. I love y'all sm:(

I turned off my phone and breath heavily.  I began to put lip gloss on my lips when someone knocked at my door. I opened it and saw one of our maids.

"Maam, the visitors are already in the dining area" said the maid "Okay, thank you. I'm going down in a few minutes" I checked myself once again before going downstairs. When I went down, I saw Mom and Dad, a guy just my age, and his father.

"Hanni, my daughter," said Dad. As I kissed his cheeks, I did the same to my mom. My father started to introduce them to me.

They're eating while talking to each other while I'm peacefully eating, and I can see in my peripheral vision that this guy named Sunghoon is looking at me. Well,  who wouldn't? I'm too pretty.

Time Skip

I don't know, even though I know the destination of this dinner, I'm still nervous.

"So." I looked at my father; his eyes were telling me something, so I looked away.

"Hann-" I cut off my Dad by asking

"Is this marriage contract again, Dad?" I asked, giving them an emotionless

"I'm sorry, Dad, but I still can't." I was about to stand up, but my mom stopped me by holding my wrist.

"No, Hanni. You can, and this is for our future; we will be even richer if you two get married." I'm removing her hand forcefully on me, but she tightened the grip.

"Mom!, why it's always about money?! You don't even have time for me. You both even controlling my own life!" I shouted as my tears began to fall.

I don't know what to feel right now; my boyfriend cheated on me; my parents controlling my life like a robot. I ran out of the house. I heard my mom shouting my name, but I don't care.

I went somewhere to refresh my mind. I'm really fed up with how my life is going right now. I just want to die, I don't know, so that my parents' hold on my life can be freed.

As the time passed, I looked at my wrist watch, and it was already 11 p.m. I decided to go home because my parents might call my friends again.

I was walking to the roadside, going to the pedestrian lane. I'm sleepy and tired. I might collapse here due to sleepiness and fatigue. When I crossed, I didn't notice the car coming.

With that, I couldn't move my body, and I just saw blurry people running and calling an ambulance after that.

Everything went black.