The Dancer

"your the best"

TW: mentions of abuse.
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When itzel left,I went downstairs to see Alan.

"Hey, monkey how are you?" I said picking him up.

"Hi alex" He said hugging me.

"Hey you want ice cream. Or chips." I said taking Hi. To the kitchen.

"Can we get McDonald's I'm reawy hungwy" He said.

"Ofcorse we can bubs let me just get you brother and we'll go."

"YAY" Alan said running to get his shoes.

I went upstairs to find Eros at the staircase looking at the kitchen. 

"Hey, Alan wants McDonald's do you want to come with us?"

"Sure" He said walking towards Alan.

I knew there was something wrong with him he looked sad. I know he gets like this when his dad is drunk so when Alan falls asleep we would talk about it.

We got to McDonald's and ate our food while Alan was playing in the play place. There was no other kids there so all we herd was the other people eating and Alan saying "hey wook at me"  "can you see me" "wook" "it's so big here" He was really adorable.

We left and when we were driving home I saw that Alan fell asleep.

We got home and I took Alan to my brother's room because Mateo always liked to take care of Alan and Alan always liked to sleep with Mateo.

Me and Eros were just laying down in my bed just silent and I decided to break that silence.

"Hey, estas bien? Do you want to talk about your dad?" I asked turning toward him.

"If I'm being honest, no," He said also turning towards me. "Things have been hard since my mom died. My dad's non stop drinking he hits us and I t-try to keep alan away from him, b-but he's seen when he hits me and he always cries." He says tears streaming.

"Ay, Eros" I said opening my arms and hugging him. He layer on my chest while he continued crying.

"I j-just miss her s-she was everything. I can't even cook food. I-I feel like a failed her. I don't know what to do." He said crying harder

Seeing him cry made me feel horrible it made me feel like someone ripped my heart out. I always tried not to cry for him so he didn't feel bad.

"Your the strongest person I know ok. I know you didn't fail your mom. She would be proud of you for taking care of your brother." I said putting my hands in his hair to calm him down.

"He did it to him." He said crying harder "he fucking hit Alan, and I was to slow to stop him. I'm fucking useless."

"You're no-"

"YES I FUCKING AM." He yelled at me

I was shocked he never yelled at me like this. I know he didn't mean to but it scared me to see him this mad.

"I-I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I didn't mean to yell at you." He said crying

"It's okay" I say laying his head back on my chest.

"I'm so fucking stupid I can protect my brother. I yell at my best friend that is trying to help me and I can help people. I should have neve been born. I should get ran ov-" He said before I interrupted him.

When I heard him say that it broke me it was my last string. I started breaking down.

"Don't you dare finish that fucking sentence. Don't even think about it. Because I can't even imagine what would happen if you died. You have no idea how much Alan needs you how much the soccer team needs you how much your friends need you. Fuck, even how much I need you because I do. So don't you dare say some foul shit like that because it physically and emotionally hurts to hear you talk like that about yourself. When your perfect in my eyes." I say yelling at him.

He just looked at me and didn't say anything he wasn't crying anymore he was just shocked that I reacted like that.

"I'm sorry" I said "I didn't mean to yell it's just you have to idea how much you mean to me and how much I need you" I said getting out of my bed.

"No, I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you it's just I feel useless." He said looking down.

"Hey I have an idea, how about I do your skin care and do face mask and all that because I knew you loved it and then we can watch a movie like we always do." I said holding out my hands to get him of the bed.

We got to the bathroom and sat him in my chair while I got some face wash.

"Why are you looking at me like that" I ask him.

"Your just really pretty" He said putting his hands on my waist.

I didn't reply I just started blushing like ALOT. He started laughing and hugged me.

"You look cute blushing"

"Stfu" I said hiding with my hands.

I continued to do his skin care and then did mine. He was so cute I loved his green eyes.

Eros Pov

After she was done we went to her room and watched a movie I laid on her chest and watched the movie. This is gonna sound so weird but her chest is so comfy.

This girl has me on my knees for her. I love the way she takes care of my brother. How she always let's me stay over. How she worries about me. How she always takes care of me. I'm in love wiht her there is nothing i don't love about her.

Earlier I heard what she as saying about me wiht itzel and I kinda liked it obviously I didn't care at that time because I was stressed about my dad but now that I think about it she likes me.

Alex pov

Me and Eros were watching the movie but the I noticed he wasn't even watching the movie. He was watching me.

"What's the point of watching the movie if your just looking at me."

"You're to pretty to not me looked at" He said

The he closed my laptop and put threw it to the edge of the bed then he cuddled with me.

"Goodnight Amor" He said.

"Goodnight" I said confused.

Then he looked up at me and kissed me. WTF!!! I can't belive it he actually kissed me. He tasted like strawberry.

After he kissed me he laid back on my chest and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"You're the best" He said preform he fell asleep.

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A/N he kissed her how exciting.