Namiki (Low Esteem V.S High Optismism)

12. Aftermath with the Headmaster

9:21 AM Sunday mourning, both Makoto and Mikan were currently in the headmaster's office after being woken up by security. Because you aren't suppose to be out of your rooms after curfew. Also, them sleeping together, even if it was obvious it didn't go further than just hugging; it still needs to be questioned.

HM Jin: So? Either of you want to explain why you both in the kitchen.

Both of the students were blushing while looking away for everyone in the room including each other.

HM Jin: ......

Makoto: Umm.... Mikan was upset about something, and I knew when she's upset she would often hide in her room as long as she could, not want to inconvenience others with whatever is bothering her. So I knew in order to stay away from others longer, she would go to the kitchen in the middle of the night to get some nutrients needed for today. That way she doesn't have to come out during the day. That's why I was there

HM Jin: I see *Looks at Mikan nodding* Why were you upset.

Mikan: Huh?

HM Jin: Unfortunately when the Steering Committee picks Ultimates; they only look at talent itself, not what has happened to them to unlock their talents.... I'll admit, I'm somewhat the same. For a while now I have only looked at students solely for what they can do for society. Instead of looking at the inside: struggles and what could be hurdles in their room to grow. *Bows* I'm sorry

Both of students were shocked and reassured the Headmaster.

Mikan: Please don't worry

Makoto: I agree, it's great that you're acknowledging it now rather than not at all. I'm confident you'll be able to improve the school with that mindset

HM Jin: I appreciate your words.... However.... There is still room for improvement..... Back to our original topic.... Mikan Tsumiki.... Is there anything you like to share with us; you don't need to be afraid to speak your mind and let out your concerns.

Mikan: *Smiles* Thank you... but I will be ok

HM Jin: Are you sure?

Mikan: *Looks at Makoto and back at the headmaster* The only reason a lot of things happened to me is because I was unable to stand up for myself. My lack of courage caused a lot of people in the past to take advantage of me, and I just allowed them to do so without even attempting to fight back or tell anyone about it. My.... Tendencies also played a big role in encouraging others to continue having their way with me...... But not anymore

Makoto: M-Mikan *Blushes as Mikan gave him a hug*

Mikan: I want to be happy; I don't want to suffer in silence anymore. *Looks at Makoto eyes* I have someone who accepts me despite all of my bad traits; that same person who went so far to try to make sure I was ok. I can't let myself get pushed down if there's someone who wants me to be happy.

Makoto: W-We're in p-public

Mikan: But you said you wanted me to be more selfish *Teasing* I'm just doing as you wish.

Makoto: *Heart thumps but smiles* Ah man, that's why we're here in the first place.

Mikan: *Giggles*

HM Jin: *Nods in approval* I'm sorry to interrupt but I think there's something you both need to know

....

HM Jin: We watched the security footage of what happened in the kitchen this morning .... And heard your entire conversation. *Both students open their eyes in shocked* Honestly, what I heard was quite... unexpected and quite terrifying. You have lived what could only be described as a endless nightmare; to think not even your "parents" could give you a piece of mind but added on to your suffering. As a father, it just.... *Sighs* it just inhuman.