Bangtan Boys Scouts

CHAPTER TWENTY NINE

              "Could it be her laptop??" "I admit it, it's true" "What? how- why? you said you'll move on" she released me, "I dont know okay, you just- I wished but I don't know, you, I just feel things for you I know that I shouldn't feel" "Why?? why? you're making me feel guilty, I'm with Namjoon now, we're engaged, I have kids, I can't be with you, you shouldn't have tried to kiss me what would happen if Namjoon knew" she then looked me in the eye worried, I touched her face and she closed her eyes holding my hand for a few seconds before removing it, I held her and hugged her closed, "I'm sorry for trying to kiss you last night, I didn't do it though if it makes you more comfortable but I'm not sorry that my feelings for you aren't gone, I won't try to be in a compromising situation anymore, I just wished you loved me first and I saw you First, you could have been mine and those kids would be ours" I looked her in the eyes, and kissed her forehead, cheek and chin, "Go now sweetheart, I'm sorry" she hugged me tight before leaving and closing my door and I closed my eyes and sighed fighting the desolation my heart was falling into.
I came down later and laid down on the couch when I saw Jennifer, our eyes met for a few seconds before Namjoon came down carrying Min Kyu and kissed her, Callista brought down a beautifully dressed Ga Young and I carried her, "Great! now let's go, this is the guys outing with the children!" Jin said, "We'll be dropping you guys off, are you with your face mask? you don't want people to recognize you do you?" Jimin told her, I put my hand into my wallet and brought out a Korean customized facemask, "here" she said, "Thank you" our hands touched when she wanted to collect the mask and we looked at each other before she removed her hand taking the mask, I cleared my throat, "Come on let's go" Callista said.

Jungkook's POV

                 I carried Ga Young from Jimin and went out, "Let's use our bikes" I said as I carried Ga young and put her on the baby carrier I was wearing, and Namjoon did the same thing, "Fine with me" Suga said, "Guys what about us then?" Lee Joon Gi said, "Fine, car is it then" I said and turned to the Hyundai palisade, "But it's only eight seater and we are 11 excluding the girls, "Then some of you should ride the bike, carry the girls and we'll carry the rest of us, "I'm riding the bike" I said, "I'm riding the bike too" Namjoon said, Suga brought his bike out, "so just you three?" lee Joon Gi said, "So only ten in the car? it's complete" Ahn hyoseop said and got into the car, "Jennifer come and ride with me" Namjoon dragged her, Callista sat with Suga, "it's just us little one, get ready for the ride of your life" I wore my helmet, Jhope, Jin, Taehyung carrying Min hyun got into the car with the others and Callistus, then we drove off, while on the road, using my full speed, I looked at Ga Young from time to time but nothing happened, she was practically enjoying it, I smiled and continued, I slowed down when I noticed them slowing down, when I looked it was in front of a salon, I removed the helmet but was wearing face mask, I was playing with Ga Young while Namjoon and Jennifer were talking, then Jennifer came up to me and kissed Ga Young, "We are gathering attention" I said looking around, "Yeah sorry, just take care of her well, I'm worried" "And you're not worried about me??" I folded my hands, she then kissed my forehead smiling, "Be safe too" I wore my helmet smiling, then she went to Suga and kissed his forehead, before he wore his helmet and we drove off, driving straight to the amusement park, when we got down, we gathered the attention of some people even without removing the facemask, "No no, I'm not riding any rollercoaster" Jhope said as he got down, we laughed, "No Hobi hyung, you're surely riding" I told him as we walked into the amusement park, "Cotton candy!!" V and Jimin shouted, I was even eager to eat it more, "Ga Young do you want some cotton candy!? who brought cash? I only had my black card" "Me too" Jhope said, "Well I came prepared for my kids" Jin said and brought his fat wallet out, "Me too" Suga said, Jimin dragged min hyun to the stall and we followed too, Namjoon came to me, and checked on her, "Ga Young are you okay in there??" "Tell daddy yes, you're most comfortable with Jungkook your favourite uncle" "Hey!" Jimin, Jin and V shouted, and Namjoon rubbed my head, "Ga young I get the feeling that this is gonna be a lot of fun, get ready, we're a team"