Bangtan Boys Scouts

CHAPTER THIRTY TWO

                 I kinda overslept the next day, I could hear them downstairs laughing and talking amongst themselves, "Well it's now or never" I mumbled, I looked at myself in the mirror which was becoming more transparent, I went to brush and took a shower, wearing a pink gown, I also covered myself in overall, my head was emitting a faint wiring but nothing could stop me now, so I came downstairs, "Good morning" I greeted everyone, "Hey, how are you?" Jhope greeted, "Great" "We kept breakfast for you, let me reheat it" Jungkook stood up, "No, wait, there's something I want you guys to know" "Is it that important? are you sick?" Namjoon asked, "It's very important" Suga met my eyes and stood up trying to stop me but I held his hand, telling him it's alright while fighting my tears, "I want you guys to see something" I stood beside the curtain where sunlight was radiating then I took off the overall. "Is that what I think it is?" Jin stood up, all of them did, "she looks too transparent almost like she's -" Jimin stopped and gasped, "Jennifer are you disappearing??" Namjoon asked me with tears in his eyes, and I nodded bursting into tears, "So can't you undo it or something?" V asked, I shook my head, "I  can't, once I disappear, I go back to my world" Jhope shook his head and Jungkook couldn't say anything, "How long?" Namjoon asked, "Two days now" "You're gonna go?? and leave me here? with the kids? what happened to together forever? our wedding?" "It wasn't a choice I could make, this is how it was meant to be! we were only lost in it's fantasy, and now we need to wake up" I choked on my tears, Namjoon turned around to leave, "Where are you going?" "I need air!" "Don't go!" I shouted after him, the ringing became worse that I had to cover my ears and my heart string snapped again making me to fall, Suga caught me, "Jennifer!!" I gripped his shirt, "Is she okay? is it to the hospital?" V asked, "No- no hospital" I whispered, "What should we do??" Jungkook shouted, Namjoon came back, "What happened?" I didn't hear much because I slumped before anything else.
When I opened my eyes, it was dark, I saw Jimin, "Guys she's awake!" all of them hovered to the bed immediately, "How do you feel?" Jhope asked, "Is your head okay?"Jin also asked, "What about your ears and your heart" they were all showing concern, they didn't want to cry and tried to be brave including Namjoon, "Guys,you can cry it out okay, I don't mind" what I said made them to release their tears, "I just can't believe you'll be gone" Jungkook said resting on my legs, "What about the children? will they go too" V asked, I shook my head, "I think the best thing is enjoying the little days we have together"

Namjoon's POV

              "Guys can I talk to her alone?" they nodded and left the room, sitting on the bed, I looked at her, "How are you feeling" "Okay, I'm sorry I didn't say anything -" "No don't say anything, it got me thinking that we were the ones who forgot this was an actual book, our family was just too perfect we forgot" tears escaped her eyes, "how long do we have?" "5 days now" "Then we'll spend everyday meaningfully" I hugged her tight.

No one talked about it anymore, and no one went out, we all stayed indoor, just talking and laughing with Jennifer, she may not say it but we saw it everyday, she was getting weaker and paler, we prepared for Taehyung's birthday, Jennifer insisted even though V said he didn't feel like celebrating it, but she made it the best, and even remembered to give present, as we were laughing, she suddenly stopped, looking faintly, she smiled, I tried to touch her but she seemed faint almost like I couldn't feel her completely, December 31st, the last day, I carried her to the room and all of us stayed beside her waiting, "I left something in your room, remember to check it out okay all of you" we nodded, I started crying, "Okay I know I said I'll be strong but I can't hold it anymore, I don't want you to go" everyone was crying including Jennifer, "I can't do anything about it" "But I will, I promise you, this world or yours I'll surely find you my love, even if I have to tear the world apart, I'll find you again and we'll be together again" "I love you guys, Jin Oppa take care of my kids, Jimin Oppa, tae Oppa, Jungkook Oppa I love you guys so much, sunshine I'll miss you, Suga, I'll never forget you" they couldn't hold their tears back and we're sobbing, I held Jennifer tighter and bent down to kiss her, tears dropping from my eyes and that was how she disappeared finally, I gripped the sheets tighter as I knelt down and cried into the sheets, Suga and Jin came to me and held me tight, "At least she left memories and beautiful children with us, which means she's alive somewhere" Jin said, I stood up, "I'll find her, somehow" "Let's leave this place so we don't soil the way she left it" all of us exited the room, looking at it one last time, the bed where we did a lot of crazy things and first made love, the table where she was always writing, her clothes, even her phone was here" I closed the door.