Bill Kaulitz Imagines 🤍

Please? (part 2)

Trigger warnings:
-self harm
-depression talk ig
This is a follow up from the first part.
Fluff/angst?

*Still In a flashback from 2006*

'Y/n! For fucks sake!' Bill yelled at your door, partially out of fear and mainly out of anger. He wasn't angry at you but he was angry about the way the world had been treating you. He knew you weren't okay and he felt hopeless, afraid you'd shut him out completely.

He barged into the room and ripped the covers off you completely.

'Y/n, please...please I hate to see you like this...just..I don't know talk to me. Please.' his eyes glistened slightly almost like he was about to cry.

You were now in tears and you sat up on the bed, head in your knees.

'I..I'm so sorry Bill... I think I'm depressed or something...I don't know.. I love you, you're my best friend and I'd never want to shut you out.' You said facing him now with tears running down your cheeks.

'Y/n...please show me your arms, if you have been hurting yourself I want to help, please let me help you.' his eyes were teary.

'If we need to take a break from touring or concerts at the moment then so be it...just please. Talk to me.'

You took a deep breath in and began to tell him everything that has gone on, your mother's drug issues at the moment and the stress tour had brought upon you.

The whole time he was sat, his eyes were glistening with fear and guilt. He felt guilty about the fact he didn't realise sooner, he felt like he had failed as a friend.

You finished summing everything up and he said, 'okay, thank you for opening up to me and I'm so sorry I didn't realise sooner.'

'Bill, please don't be sorry, it wasn't your responsibility and I do still want to keep touring, I truly do, but I think I need some time to heal, to get better. This might be asking too much of you but I was wondering if you could help me along the way...I can't do this alone.' you replied, tears still running down your cheek.

He wiped your tears with his thumb and put his hand on yours.
'Of course, Y/n. I will always be here for you and you know that, whatever I can do to help I will okay?'

'Thank you bill. I'm going to start off by getting dressed I think, baby steps I guess.'

'I'm proud of you, I'll see you soon then?' He replied, now leaving the room so you can change.

'Yeah, see you in a second.'

You get dressed for the first time in weeks and it's difficult but you managed to. You decided on something simple.

You walked out to meet Bill and he admired you. 'You look awesome! It's nice to see you dressed.' he said, smiling at you.

'Thank you, I'm going to brush my hair now and maybe we could go somewhere?' you said, straightening your back a bit.