Trap or Tap

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Friday, 12.17pm
As Kaymoura get's out the steamy shower with the song To summer, From cole by Summer Walker & J cole blasting in her Echo Dot, her phone pings twice

She looks down at her phone whilst her hair is freshly washed in a wrapped towel.

Kaymoura
He texted me if I was good and I replied saying "I'm okay, thankyou"
He told me he missed me and I questioned him by saying " do you really Jai"
That was my nickname for him, and he calls me Kay, we talked about work and him wanting to see me.
I agreed knowing even after what he did to me last time and how he's been acting lately
I can't help it
I have a soft spot for him
Him. Just him.

I met him at his apartment, a luxury 2 bedroom home that Jaimeer bought for himself after his mum died 2 years ago. It was a lot for him to deal with and he was hardly in it as he always out on road, doing something.

Usual Jaimeer acting moody and angry to everyone, except me, because he couldn't he was always gentle with me.
He told me how dope I looked as I wore my dark glow yeezy 700 & Essentials hoodie with black leggings with my black & white tote bag to fit perfectly.
He'd always glance at me, staring deep, deep into my eyes. He'd make no facial expressions at me, just glance, deep in my eyes.

We sat watching young don on YouTube whilst we smoked, getting high, just high and laughing,
I adored moments like this, it let out his baby self and childish demeanours. He made me feel warmth and comfort as I layed on his chest, feeling his heart beat and manly hand occupy my right one. He always made me feel safe. With him. I wanted to be in him.

Jaimeer never expressed his emotions. Thoughts. He was always paranoid, the drug life was his only source of income although he wanted a better life. He wanted to find a job. Make money legally. But it was a part of him, it was who he was deep deep down in his roots.

I turnt my phone off and he did too as well as we sat down and continued watching young don. Laughes blurted during funny moments, until a bang at the door.

Jaimeer got up and went too the door, it was his brother, Kamil. He asked if I was alright and I gave him a slight smile. He was with his girlfriend. Harmoni. She was pretty, tall and slim. Like me. Although Jamieer said he didn't really like her, she was rude and never acknowledged him. I sat in silence for a while until we headed into his room.
We sat on his King sized bed and continued to watch tv.
I sat on his chest whilst he rubbed his finger tips on my bum. I felt a tingle, his sensation made me feel a way. Special.
I looked up to him, hands curling through his beard. He had so much hair. The type any boy would dread to have.

We made eye contact as he lustfully stared into my eyes.

She was speaking to him through his eyes as they both went in to kiss, she reached on top of him as they made meaningful kisses. Tongue slurping in eachother mouths. They ended with pecks and they sat back and carried on watching tv
It was until Kaymoura glared into her thoughts thinking about the last time they were together. Like this. Expressing love to eachother. It didn't end very well for Kay.

Jaimeer
I got out of bed and turnt on my JBL speaker, I just showered so I put on a off white Tee, some black joggers & nike socks. I wasn't planning on leaving the house till late in the evening so I wore something comfy and texted my princess. Kay. I knew by now she'd be out of bed so I dropped her a message

Jaimeer
Babe, you good?
12.17pm

Kay
I'm okay, thankyou
12.18pm

Jaimeer
I miss you, come see me
12.20pm

Kay
Do you really Jai?
12.21pm

Jaimeer
Don't be dumb kay, of course I do. I miss your soft face
12.23pm

To be honest with you life has been stress lately, my mums 2 year death anniversary is coming up. One of my runners got shot 2 days ago so everything has been flames recently. Kaymoura has always been there to keep me calm but I know how sensitive she can be with what I do, but it's the only way to survive right now.

I get an incoming facetime call from my little sister, Yaz. She's 16, but growing up too fast. She lives with her dad but I try see her as much as I can. My little sis and big brother is the only family I have, it's complicated with my brother but Yaz will always be close to my heart, even with mum dying she held it so strong. As much as it pained her she always knew how to put a smile on my face, even though we don't have the same dad I'll always look after my baby sis

Me and Yaz ended the call after our conversation, of course it ended up in her asking me for money for something. I couldn't say no so I just transferred her £250 so she could do as she pleases. Girls right. I played F*** the worl by nines and proceeded to bill up a zoot. As I was grinding the bud I get a notification, I thought it'd be Kaymoura telling me she was here but it was one of my boys. Jayz.

Jayz
Yooo
12:59pm

Jaimeer
Yo bro, everything good?
1:02pm

Jayz
Yeah everything's good brosk, mans gonna slide yours around 6pm drop you the cash yeah?
1:05pm

Jaimeer
Sn, all good bell man when your here . Kays coming over
12:07pm

Jayz
My nigga JM uno, it's about time you wife her gg
12:10pm

Jaimeer
Yeah yeah, bro you know bare shits been going on lately my mind isn't even there right now
12:12pm

Jayz and Jaimeer talked for a bit before going about their day. They'd been friends since year 3, same primary school and secondary school. Jayz is the only few people Jaimeer trusts. Aswell as being bredrins they both work in the trap together.

I sparked up my zoot and deeply inhaled the Cali I was smoking, I felt at ease after my 3rd pull. Just as I was about to ash my zoot I hear the door knocking. Kay. I get up and open the door, she stood there elegantly wearing her essentials hoodie and leggings. I told her how dope she looked and give her a hug. Gushes of her go to Zara perfume ran past my nose as I hugged her, I could smell her freshly washed hair moisturised in Cantu as it was put up in a bun.

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