Changes - Minsung

Part 30

Minoh's POV

I yawn and run my hand over the area next to me. Empty.
Then I was right, I think and have to grin. Han just flee from my room. I can picture him standing there completely irritated and with red cheeks.
The little squirrel.

I let my gaze roam around and see my wet clothes lying on the floor. I exhale loudly and drop back into the pillows. I close my eyes and fall into my memories from last night.

Han could barely walk straight, so I carry him on my back. The others barely took notice of us. I don't feel like sleeping on the floor here and besides mine and Jeongin's house is just around the corner. So I carry the little squirrel half-conscious through the streets towards our house.

How did I end up in this situation? He's constantly causing problems, getting himself into trouble and upsetting me. Still, I can't help but have a soft spot for him.

I unlock the front door and carry Han upstairs. He is barely responsive and I look at him anxiously. So I don't let him sleep alone and take him to my room.

Carefully I let the younger one slide off my back, noticing directly the coldness left by the absence of his little body.

Barely able to stand Han falls with his body against me. He mumbles some incomprehensible things.

Ok... first the wet clothes. "Take off your clothes. You can't sleep like that" I say to him. With a glassy look he just looks at me incomprehensibly.

I exhale deeply. Feel myself getting more annoyed again.

A bit rough I pull him to me and take off his jacket. Next, my hands go to his top shirt button and I falter briefly. Han looks at me, his head bobbing back and forth. His whole body sways.

It feels weird to undress him. Especially while he's in this state.

Snap out of it, I say to myself. It has to be.

I continue to unbutton his shirt down to the last button. His upper body is revealed and even though I don't want it my gaze remains fixed on it. His skin is quite smooth just too flawless. His muscles pull slightly defined through it. I didn't really expect this physique but I realize how much I'd like to stroke his skin.

Why does Han have this effect on me? I'm not into guys after all... But why am I so attracted to him?

Han sways a little more and I fall out of my thoughts. Luckily he's completely dazed right now. Otherwise, that would be really awkward how much I just stared at him.

I slip his shirt off. Look at him again.
"Han your pants. They're wet you need to take them off...please". Expectantly, I hope for a reaction. I place my hand on his cheek and lightly claw the back of his neck, shaking him gently and repeating my request.

Again no reasonable response. "You're so exhausting" I murmur, shaking my head.

My hands move to his pants. I feel my heartbeat. I undo the button, look back up at Han's face. He's looking directly at me his gaze seeming minimally clearer.

He understands at least right now what is happening I think. His cheeks are red and I feel him holding his breath. I have to grin a little.

I finally take off his pants and move away from him without examining him further.

I can't do that now. It doesn't have to get any more uncomfortable for Han. Besides, I feel slowly getting worse at controlling myself.

I run to my closet pick up a shirt and a pair of sweatpants and throw them at Han trying not to look at him more closely. As he stands in my room almost naked and still dripping from the water... No.

Han settles down on my bed and relieved I realize that at least he can manage to get dressed by himself.

I'm also tired of the wet clothes and pull them off my body. I hate wet things. I slip into sweatpants as well and noticeably feel a stare on me. I turn around and look at Han. The latter has slid off my bed and is crouching on the floor. His arms rest on his knees and his head is leaning on it slightly.

His gaze is fixed on my naked torso as I haven't had a chance to put my shirt on yet.

I see a similar sparkle in his eyes as earlier in the pool, right?

I turn a little more towards him. He notices me more actively and changes his position slightly out of emberessment. Still it's not lost on me how he bit his lower lip again before moving slightly.

I'm losing my mind. I can't handle it when he does that.

I walk over to him and pull him up by his arms. He stands in front of me, wobbly and feeling completely encased in my big tshirt. It suits him well.

Seeing him like this in my tshirt makes my ears get a little redder.

He looks at me quite innocently with his big eyes.

I feel my whole body tingling. Still I continue to resist everything I would like to do with him now. Everything I can imagine. What it would be like with him?

This is so strange. I shake my head. Come to yourself Minoh. Just forget those thoughts. This is still just Han. A pain in the ass.

I usher him into bed and lay down next to him.

"Need anything else Hannie?" The smaller one snuggles up to me almost automatically and shakes his head slightly. I really don't like cuddling at all, actually physical contact in general. Every girl I've been with has never slept with me in my bed either....

But I let Han get away with it, though. He's done enough for today.

I close my eyes, feeling the warmth from his body.

Slowly I open my eyes, notice how I smile slightly.
I wonder if he still remembers everything... Either way. This is going to be unpleasant for sure...

I have to banish this boy from my thoughts. It won't happen again anyway.