Sparks without a flame

Chapter 7

Evrose

"I dont doubt that" i look right into his eyes my eyes begins to get glossy and when I feel a tear drop I ran out of the restaurant.

I'm crying so freaking much right now, why would he say that, it is really what he thinks about me? It's okay he hates me but calling me a slut is to much. "Hey look Where your- rose what happened?" I look up and see I've ran into Arlo "more who happened." Arlo takes me into a hug "whatever he said it isn't true, okay? He's a stupid boy that can't grow up to that adult he is, and you're perfect mhm?" he looks at me "thank you Arlo" he removes my tear as I'm about to say something I see Elliot "rose I know what you heard, but he didn't mean it." I look at him disgusted, to know he thinks he can lie to me try to convince me that what Ezekiel just said wasn't true "yeah right, you know what Elliot, I thought we were friends but I guess not you and your stupid friends can fuck off, I'm sorry Arlo but I mean all of you" "Sunday to?" I look into Arlos eyes, I can see he's hurt "Sunday to. Now let me the fuck alone, and don't contact me at all. I'm done, I will quiet the job next week." I walk away as I hear them begin to talk.

*phone ringing*
It's Sunday. I meant what I said, I don't want anything to do with them, I'm done with all this. The only person I will stay here for is makoa, because I know how it feels to be abandoned.
I love sunday, but if im with her i need to be with them to. I can't do that.

It's been over a week later and I've quit my job, Evan asked why but I just told him I needed to try something new, he also said i could always come back if needed which I appreciate. He's always been the best boss. Sunday tried talking to me but I ignored her, as I left the restaurant I could see her crying and Arlo giving her comfort. That day I felt something Stan my heart, I should've given her an explanation but I just couldn't not yet not rn.

I went for a walk and as I'm about to turn a corner I hear someone call my same "ROSIEEEEEE" it's makoa, "rosieee I've missed you, why am I not see you at daddy's work?" He asked "I don't work there anymore, and I'm afraid to say that-" I was about to quit babysitting makoa even tho my heart would break to tell him but someone stops my sentence "she will babysit you tonight makoa" he looks at me with eyes I'm trying to read but can't "makoa can you go in to uncle Arlo and Elliot?" Makoa runs inside and as I'm on my way away someone grabs my wrist "Evie I- I'm I don't know what to tell you other than I'm sorry" I can feel him being nervous. But I don't care I pull my wrist to myself and say "I will be there for makoa but i will not talk to you, not now not then not ever. Understood?" He nods to me and I walk away.

Ezekiel

She must be very pissed at me, quitting her job because of what I've said? The thing is, I don't know I said that because I didn't mean, I know she's not that type of girl rose is the shy and innocent girl. If I'm going to be honest I think I'm the first boy who has been in her house.

I'm on my way to work as I hear koko call on someone but I can't quite hear who it is until I see her, standing right there right in front of me. I hate he but she makes me feel some feelings I quite don't understand I hear her about to say she's not going to babysitting koko anymore but before she gets to make that sentence done I interrupt her "she will babysit you tonight makoa" he look deep Into ger eyes  "makoa can you go in to uncle Arlo and Elliot?" I ask, Makoa runs inside and as she's on her way away I grab her wrist. I feel the need to say sorry, I don't know why but I do.  "Evie I- I'm I don't know what to tell you other than I'm sorry"  "I will be there for makoa but i will not talk to you, not now not then not ever. Understood?" I don't say anything just nods and she walks away. She just walks away. She's going to get even more pissed at me for being home this evening when she's babysitting koko.
But what I don't do to try and get things right.

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