Love On The Brain

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"No matter what I do I'm no good without you."- Rhianna

Alex's Pov

On bending knees I waited patiently for Miko's answer to my proposal, I know this may have taken her by surprise seeing I am still legally married to Karen but I know what I wanted and what I wanted was Kimiko. It way have been a short while that we've known each other but the connection that we have is unmatched I have never felt this way about any woman not even Mesha and at one point I loved her too.

Mesha was there throughout my entire episode with Karen and the cheating and the illegitimate child that is not mine. It broke me but I still helped her out with the child though I did not claim him as my own, I began to lose interest in her and our whole marriage because the foundation of trust it was to be built on was no more.

Kimiko came in and gave me a love so unconditional it is only written in story books and fairytale, our meetings were not just physical intimacy but mental and emotional too. It was so easy letting her in and with that she embraced all that I was, my flaws my downs and my ups and even gave interest in my work. How can I let this woman go it would be a very dumb move and the universe would not be so kind to give me another chance.

"Kimiko?" I was getting very anxious of her being stone stiff and unresponsive.

"A-Alex I don't know what to say to be honest I love you I do but I -I can't marry you I'm sorry," she said and attempted to leave but I held onto her hand. I won't allow her to slip from me universe please help! Why am I not supposed to be happy for once my heart was broken but I refused to show it so I will ask her again.

"Miko please just marry me you know we were meant to be and if you are worrying about Mesha or Myles they have each other don't you think we deserve to be happy too? "with tears in her eyes she said the words that would forever scar my heart.

"Alex I can never marry you." She walked through the door and the paralyzing feel of my absent heart had me planted in a standing position for what felt like an eternity.

"Miko?" I called out barely above a whisper. She was gone and I had failed at love 35 years old no love, no kids, no family, no marriage, nothing. My life meant nothing so what was the purpose now I laid on the floor of my bedroom lost in the thick dark abyss that was my mind, this life is not for me I know what must be done but before that I needed to help Myles with his little issue.

Kimiko's Pov

I ran as fast as I could before the crocodile tears I rejected the man I love and wanted to be with all in the name of friendship and loyalty and dedication to my family. Am I not the most stupid person you have ever met? I think I am what if I never ever get the chance at a love like this? Did I do the right thing? My mind was in a state of hurt and confusion I had to complete my mission before I choose love I promised to help Myles and that is exactly what I will do my heart will have to wait, I think.

I decided to head back to Myles' so I can get things straighten out with his major issue and the thin line that was now me and Mesha's friendship these needed to be fixed. I know what I told Alex must've broken his heart but God knows I did not mean any of it. If I did not tell him that it would make this massive shit show worse and I was trying to untangle the web not tangle it even further.

I pulled in the driveway of Troy's mansion only to see him sitting on the steps outside with his hands on his face in a complete trance. This is just getting more and more complicated what could have happened in the short space of time I left?

"Troy why are you out here and why do you look like this?" I asked genuinely concerned. He looked as if someone literally took his soul and left. Where was Mesha? He sat there without acknowledging me still staring off into nothingness. After 5 minutes he responds.

"She. Is. Gone."

Myles' Pov

"She left and I am not sure why so don't ask okay, I just need some time alone the meeting is off you can go," I said coldly.

I can see she was hesitant but then she turned to her car went in and drove off I appreciate that she did not push it I really needed to clear my mind so I took out my phone and made the only call that could get me out of a funk.

"Hey Dolly I am placing an order 420 and 630," she confirmed my order and told me that it will be arriving in 30 minutes. I got up from the steps went inside and showered, it was the longest shower I have ever taken not in regards to time but I just felt heavy.

I got dressed in my black silk robe with King in gold writing on the back and gold trim around it, I was wearing my polo cologne and black silk pants to match my robe. I was in my black Swade loafers. I sat in my play room with the red lights dimmed and a cup of tequila in one hand and a spliff in the next while I wait for my victim to arrive.

The order was for Candy a dark chocolate girl with supple breasts and an ass as big as my king size bed, I held a whip in the hand that had my cup of tequila tonight I am going to definitely get Mesha out of my system.

The door opened my eyes travelled from her black strapped heels to her black mesh stockings all the way up to het thick chocolate thighs then paused at plumped pussy which was beyond luscious. I continued to her smooth belly with her navel piercing glistening in the red ambiance of the room and my favorite part was next her smooth D cups. I licked my lips and watched her saunter towards gulped my tequila ignoring the burn and welcome her.

"Ready to play Daddy?" she asked seductively.

"Call me King."

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