A Dangerous Job

Chapter 5-Good Girl

Yoongi looks at you and smirks, we will talk about how much i owe you later Y/N, the most important thing now is to get you out of here. Jimin looks at Yoongi and nods his head, while V still has the gun pointed at the man in blue. We will take care of this sir he says while pointing at the man laying in his own pool of blood, and this one, you want him dead or alive? Yoongi looks at the man in blue, he tilts his head a little and with a smirk on his face he makes the throat slitting gesture. Got it boss V says, now you two need to get out of here, we don't know if any other people heard that gun shot, don't go back inside with her looking like that, go around the building and the driver will be waiting for you there. You look at V, 'her looking like that' and then you realize what had happend, you look down at you clothes and notice your hands. Everything is covered in blood, the clothes that were once white are now stained and soaked with red, you start to feel sick, Jesus Christ you whisper, oh fuck Jesus Christ what did i do! You start pacing back and forth, your hands on both side of your head and you look at the man that is laying on the ground, the man you killed. Oh my God you say and you cry uncontrollably. Go boss get her out of here Jimin says, we will meet you later. Yoongi walks towards you, he takes off his own jacket and wraps it around you, don't look Y/N i got you, let's go just don't look he says while he is walking you to the car. The walk is short, going around the building where the event is held you try to cover yourself as much as you can in case anyone does see you, but the only thing you hear is laughter and music coming from inside the building. Once you reach the road you see the black car, the driver was indeed waiting for you and you immediately get in the car and sit down, your whole body is shaking and the tears won't stop falling. Yoongi knocks on the window that separates the two of you from the driver and you feel the car move, faster then it normally would. It's dark in the car but the smell of blood is obvious and it makes you want to vomit, this is all your fault you say sobbing. You're in shock Y/N calm down you will be alright. No! I killed a man, i killed a person because of you! I fucking wish i never met you, you are ruining my life! Yoongi his voice is calm, you saved mine Y/N and i never asked you or forced you to kill that man remember that. You go silent, he's right... He never asked me to do such a thing, am i such a monster? Then why did i, you ask with a trembling voice. Only you can answer that question Y/N he says, you didn't have to but you chose to and with that choice you indeed saved my life. You are much braver then i thought you were, and i thank you for what you did, hell you are right, i now owe you. It makes no sense to you, you have never been a violent person you felt bad if you killed a bug, so what changed? What made you kill a person?

You arrive in the parking garage of the hotel, Yoongi tells you to keep the jacket around you and not let go of it until you reach your room. The driver opens the door for you, you see his eyes getting big when he sees your face, he turns himself to Yoongi, sir is she alright? Do we need to take her to the hospital? Before Yoongi can say anything you look at the shocked driver and say, don't worry, it's not my blood. The man looks at you in confusion, what happened sir, is everything alright? Thanks to her it is he says while he also gets out of the car, turned out there were some people there that wanted me dead. One of them was send to meet his maker thanks to her he says with a grin on his face. The driver looks at you and bows, a very talented young lady he says. Even though your eyes are still wet with tears you appreciate the man for being concerned about you and you nod your head to him before walking away. Thankfully there is an elevator and you can go straight up to the seventh floor without being seen by anyone in the lobby. Once you arrive at the floor, Yoongi looks down the hallway to see if anyone is there and quickly wraps his arm around you to get you to your room, you can't see anything because he told you to stay under the jacket he gave you. He opens the door and pushed you inside, when you hear the door close behind you you throw the jacket on the floor and run to the shower to have a look in the mirror. You hear Yoongi following you, Y/N don't look! But it's already to late, standing in front of the mirror you can see what your face and clothes look like, everything is covered in what is now dried blood, your hair, your face, even your neck. You stumble backwards in shock, but luckily Yoongi is there to catch you before you fall. What the hell did i do and once again you start sobbing, your legs are weak and you slowly drop to the bathroom floor. Yoongi is right there holding you tight, his arms wrapped around you trying to comfort you. You ball your fist and punch his chest, why? Why did you bring me here? What kind of person did i turn in to? There is nothing that i can say to make you feel better Y/N he says but i am sorry. You are just as bad as the men out there you say, how many people did you kill? The way you treated me when i caught you doing God knows what, you have no remorse or a conscious so don't pretend to care about me! You feel your anger building up, if it wasn't for him you wouldn't be in this position. I'm going to jail for the rest of my life thanks to you you say and you wiggle one arm free and slap your boss in the face as hard as you can. In no time a red mark of your hand is visible on his face and his eyes slowly move upwards and meet with yours. He looks angry and his jaw clenches, you can blame me for everything Y/N, for dragging you out here, for ordering you to come and work at my company, but you can't blame me for killing that man. I asked you to report the things you heard to me or my men, i never asked you to kill a man, and i would never ask that of you either. You can hate me all you want, if that makes you feel better then please do so, but i will not have you blame me for something that was your own choice. Now ask yourself this, why did you kill that man because i'm pretty sure you have an answer to it but you're simply denying it aren't you? You look down at the floor, i can't think straight you whisper i just want to go home. I can't let you leave like this he says, and i don't think it's a good idea for you to be alone tonight. And you're not going to jail Y/N my men won't leave any traces but you have to keep this a secret, no one should know about this. I don't think i would ever want anyone to know about this you whisper, you look up at Yoongi, i did it to protect you, i got so angry when he said he wanted to take over everything you built up, i just don't know why killing him was my first option you say while looking back at the floor. Yoongi gently cups your chin between his fingers and makes you look up at him, i know you did Y/N he says while his other hand caresses your cheek, and i also know there is so much you don't know about me, but i promise you that you will one day. What did that Antoine mean when he said 'everything else that happens there at the clubs', are you some kind of mafia boss? Yoongi laughs, no Y/N i'm a business man not a mafia boss or a drug lord. Well are you a criminal then? In the eyes of the law i probably am, but i will tell you all of that in time. You sigh deeply, so i'm in deep shit working for a criminal then? No Y/N the company itself only deals with the clubs, just my meetings and some of the e-mails i receive might have something to do with other things as well. You find the energy to chuckle, 'might' i have seen those e-mails too you know, you get some funky messages sometimes. He smiles, everything in time Y/N, so tell me this... Why did you feel the need to protect me? Your eyes get big as you look at him, huh? You could have easily let them kill me and be done with everything, go back to your normal life and never had to think of me again, so why did you protect me? I... i really don't know how to answer that you say. I just didn't want them to hurt you, the thought of you getting shot, i just had to do something. A soft smile appears on his lips, that's all i needed to hear Y/N, now let's get you out of these clothes red is not your color he says with a playful wink.