Island Love (A Jamaican Toxic Love Story)

Island Gyol.

||Amoya Gonzalez POV||
July 26,2023
11: 17 am

" Mommy mhi tell yuh aready, Wen I get to the airport I'll ring you, it's almost a 10 hr flight, plus something could come up, and you knw if I have you there waiting your gonna find an issue so I'll ring you", I explained for the umpteenth time to my mom, today I'm flying back to my island home Jamaica.

I've really missed home, london is my second home but after mommy left me two years ago I've realized london is way too cold and boring for me and I'm not the going out type don't get me worng but a likkle party every now and den naah kill nuhbaddi, dem jst boring and all dem tlk bout ah  gang dhis gang dhat, dhi wull ah dem dunce yuh f*ck. 

I was pulled from my thoughts when mommy called, "Moya yuh 'ear mhi?", dah lady yer aguh gimme grey hair before time.

 " Wah yuh inah seh mumz, mhi a try get dhi rest a mhi sum dem shipped dung and what needs to be sold, I'm checking if the sales are final", she hiss are teeth but repeat, " Mhi seh mek sure yuh call, cause yuh knw how jamaica traffic stay ah mahnin' time"

"Ah mommy maah guh too dhi most office and to dhi shipping company and dhi bank fhi finalize mhi stuff dem, I'll send you a text when I'm back in" I said closing my laptop and grabbing my purse with my necessities in it.

"ok moya, love you sweetie, be careful and if yuh nuh hear back from me when yuh cme bck in, memba mhi ave church ah mahnin' suh I''l reach bck tuh yuh, when I get in, jst incase tho", "oh ok mommy, love u too, and kiss daddy and the girls fa me, see you guys tomaro" she said bye and we hung up right as I was closing the door with my purse and camera in hand.

I'm a 24/7 content creator, I always have a camera on me just in case I need content, I wouldn't wanna be over cocky and say I'm famous our well-known, but I am, suprisingly, almost half a million subscribers on youtube, about 300k followers on Insta and let's jst say my tiktok keeps growing. My fans are how I feed my self plus my partnership with different companies and my own business, I'm doing quite good for my self.

I step into the elevator of my apartment complex and hit the ground floor, I haven't posted from morning I thought to myself. I took out my Iphone 13, and pointed it the overhead mirror in the elevator covering my face, and making a peace sign with my other hand, I looked at the photo and decided it would do for now, I saved the photo and opened my Ig gallery pulling up the photo and cropping it to my liking and posted it on my story, almost instantly, I'm getting messages and dms, people asking me where I'm going and how good I look, I liked and reacted to sme of them from the people I personally know and turn my fone on dnd and vibrate.

I stepped out of the elevator , and headed out of the building to my car, I have to say goodbye to my baby today. I won't be back here in a while so no sense keeping the car here and I don't trust anyone like that down here to keep it for me, I would ship it to JA with me but that's too much paperwork, so I'll jst get a new one while I'm there, I closed the door before dropping my stuff in the passenger seat then I setup my camera and pressed record.

Well might as well carry y'all with me.

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3:45 pm

I've been on the road all morning, I collected sme packages that I ordered to carry up with me to JA and also sent off sme last minute packages, I talked to my landlord and terminated our contract since I'll be leaving in the morning, I went to the bank to put all the money I collected today in my Jamaican account along with what I have in my Uk account.

It was about 4 when tummy couldn't hold out anymore, I have two more places to go the car dealership and then back to the bank to deposit the cheque from my car's fund to my account, but I'm gonna stop punishing my self.