Island Love (A Jamaican Toxic Love Story)

Do I like him?

Allison Shae's POV
Last night at Dinner

"Come Ally" Kev said with his arm outstretched, turning back to look at ally at the back of the group, Shan and Tev grabbed her and hugged and the disappeared in the restaurant, grabbing Kev's hand, my mind wondered to ally I hope she's ok, she doesn't do well with new people, well Shan and tev will watch her.

Giving my attention back to Kev as we walked around the pool hand in hand something hit me, I've known Kev for a long time and I have never seen Kev as anything more than a good friend, well yh we ave whi moments when we flirt and stuff but I thought it was jst for fun but I guess not, and now that I think about it looking back since I had known kev whenever I had a boyfriend or was tlking to anyone he would get extremely protective telling me to watch out and nuh fall fhi nun ah dem likkle bwoi yah caah afront alone dem a watch and ber tings.

'long time mhi ah show dah pree deh' my subby said annoyed

' lowe nhi nuh lady, mhi tell yuh seh mhi tek nuh mre relationship advise frah yuh' , not afta she mek mhi get bun, bout dhi bwoi naah cheat pan mhi, neva again will I listen tuh ar.

And ah fact seh Moya jst come back see sumn wah mhi neva shi fhi years wah mhi knw Kev, das y mhi keep ar round inuh she ave likkle sense, I smiled internally at that, feeling my hand being squeezed I looked up to Kev's concerned eyes.

"Yuh 'ear mhi?" He asked, I heard him say smth earlier but mhi did inah mhi 'ead, now mhi feel bad.

"No, uh- sorry I was thinking, wah yuh seh?" I said nervously, why dhi f*ck maah stamma, mhi know dhi breddah fhi more dan half a mhi life and mhi use to coulda tlk perfectly suh ah waah gwan now and wen since him looking at mhi mek mhi suh nervous and jittery,  Mhi haffi knw why moya know seh fhi push, wah she suh frm jst getting here wah mhi couldu see afta suh much years.

"No mn yuh gud, mhi jus a ask if yuh waah eat out here or guh inside? He asked searching my face, why him affi ah stare pan mhi suh hard, jah mhi hate wen ppl stare pan mhi, it mhi feel quiet and shy and I Allison Shae is NOT a quiet or shy person. I tore my eyes from his and looked inside, in deh nuh full but sum bout eating under dhi stars. Issa vybe yzm, 

"Uh- we can eat out here, I guess - if yuh waah?" I nervously said , cause spose dhi bwoi waah eat inside.

'yaah call him bwoi, yuh see how dhi Man big, yaah size dung dhi mn ting' my subby said rolling her eyes, she's an obnoxious bitch maah tell unuh.

"yh mn cme mek whi tek dem seat yah" he said guiding me by the small of my back to two seats by the water. Sitting in th e chair that he pulled out I thanked him and sat, adjusting my dress top that rode down.

He sat and a waiter came over to us. After ordering our food and drinks he looked over at me with a small smile playing on his face, he's so cute.

"Suh wah gwan?" he said fixing his watch on his wrist, why him affi look suh f*cking good when maah try be normal, right now mhi jst want him f*ck mhi pan dah table yah inuh.

'Never have I ever thought about this man like this' I thought

"Uh- nuhn much since the last time we spoke, still a wait phan daddy fhi ghi mhi dhi money fhi dhi store, and mhi still need fhi find a place" I said playing with napkin, he was jst watching me like I'm tho most interesting thing he's ever seen.

'mad gyal dhi Ute always look pan yuh suh' My subby said annoyed

'suh why it feel suh different?' I thought