Delusional ~ Alessia Russo

Chapter 4

Y/n's POV:
As Lucy went to pick up the food I chose the film. I decided we would watch After as Hero Fiennes Tiffen really made my bisexuality pop. Lucy wasn't back for about 5 minutes, I didn't know what she was doing. While she was gone I decided to check my phone. As soon as I opened it I saw a message from Alessia. My Alessia finally decided to text me after months.

Less: Having fun with Bronzey I see?

Y/n: Yeah, like you care.

Less: Oh cmon Y/n you know I still care about you. I just had it with your bullshit and I needed a break. I was going to speak to you but before I could you were already in Barca, to which you also owe me an explanation why you moved clubs.

Y/n:  First of all you replaced me with Tooney. Second of all, Less you literally ignored me for several months and now you still care about me? I was waiting to get a text from you for months and now I need to explain to you why I moved clubs. Think about why I moved clubs cause I've done much thinking about my actions to you.

Seen

Luckily Lucy came in time with the food cause I didn't want to go through a long talk with Alessia over the phone.

We begin watching the movie and Lucy cuddled into me. At first it was alright with me but with time the only thing I could think about was Alessia. Lessi, Lessi, Lessi. The only thing on my mind. I zoned out so when Lucy started talking to me I didn't respond. I was in my own world at that moment.

Lucy paused the film and finally I came back to normal.

Lucy: You alright Y/n? You seem pale. Are you uncomfortable with me cuddling with you or what?

Y/n: Yeah I'm alright just seemed to zone out a bit. Don't worry I'm not uncomfortable. All of this and you, it's just perfect. Now turn the film back on.

Me and Lucy cuddled but she did start getting too comfortable. Then I just saw her face in front of me as she slightly tilted her head. I knew what was coming so I followed as I didn't want it to be awkward. Lucy is a good kisser but i felt numb. There was no spark, no butterflies. I just felt numb.

Me and Lucy didn't speak after. It turned more awkward than I thought it would be. After the film ended I hugged it out with Lucy, thanked her for the night and left. As soon as I left i remembered something. Alessia actually texted me after months. I looked at my phone again and no response. Alessia didn't text me back. What am I supposed to do now?

Let me know how you feel about this chapter as the next ones might involve some drama.