My Big Bad Wolf

8: Moving forward

⚠️18+ Warning, not exactly smut but just a heads up⚠️

Without a word, I took Derek upstairs to my room, making sure to lock it behind me. I turned to see my big pup sitting on the bed with a guilty look on his face while scratching his head. He knows something is wrong when he sees my 'look', which I only used once before on him when he figured out where I kept my bras and panties and snuck some inside his pillow for comfort while I was out.

"How come you didnt tell us this before?" I asked him, clarifying what it was I pulled him up for. His ears perked down as he gave me his answer.

"I understand humans are different than wolves, so I didnt want to scare you with so much at once. I wanted you to fully trust me first and that I have your complete concent" he said, trying to keep eye contact back pulls back every few seconds.

"I didnt want you to feel like you were being forced. I'm willing to wait and be slightly uncomfortable if it makes you feel better towards me. I dont want to lose my mate" I could tell he was about to ramble and waste his breath more so I held his cheeks in my hands, causing him to jolt to the sudden movement but relax when he saw my eyes.

"I am very happy to hear you care so much about me, but I dont want you getting hurt either. You're the first guy who's ever cared about me the way you do and you've only just met me. I fell in love with you, Derek. I dont want you to give up your werewolf side just for me. I want you to be happy too" I reassured him, softly stroking my thumbs over his cheeks, feeling the warmth from him pass on to me.

"But marking you involves me biting your neck, I dont want to hurt you"

"A bite is gonna sting for anyone. I wont care about the pain, all I'll be thinking about is that you want me to fully be your one and only. That would make me the happiest girl ever" I cut him off, smiling as I rested my forehead against his, causing him to mimic my smile. He raised his hands to rest on my waist as I managed to climb onto his lap without even realizing it.

"I still want to wait to mate with you until you're ready, but for right now, all I need is to mark you. Will you allow me to do so?" He asked softly, not looking away from my eyes, his face getting slightly closer to mine by the second. I've never been so sure in my life.

"You have my full permission, Derek Aster" I responded, closing the gap and locking him in a deep kiss. His lips here just between soft and rough, tasting so sweet and warm. His tounge makes it's way into my mouth with no struggle, exploring every inch while dancing with my tounge, our saliva mixing and building up.

After a few minutes, we part, leaving a string connecting our lips. He reaches down and starts kissing my neck, looking for that one sweet spot that he will claim me at. With each false spot, he lightly sucks that spot, leaving a barely noticeable hickey to anyone else, but I would know its there.

Soon, he finds that spot that made me gasp with a moan, confirming it was the right one. I was completely ready for his fangs to dig into my skin. Brushing his lips against the spot softly, he opens his mouth to give me an open kiss, then suddenly a small wave of pain shivers through me as he exposes his fangs into my skin, but the noise I made wasnt a painful whimper, it was more like a lustful whimper.

I started feeling the heat from Derek cool down to the original setting but still felt heated by him. He released my neck, licking it softly to wipe away the pain and blood. His hands roamed my body gently, being mindful of everything. But in my current state, I didnt want that. I grabbed his wrists and pulled his arms up to rest on my breats, letting him hesitantly squeeze them as he moans deeply into my neck. God that voice.

'God, you're so beautiful' I heard him say, but I jumped because his jaw didnt move. He leans up in confusion but then realized what happened, giving me a chuckle.

"Kitty, that was a mind-link. Guess I accidentally mind-linked you. You must have gotten the ability as a result of the mark. Werewolves can mind-link eachother as well as shifting and bonding and such. I think you might be able to mind-link me as well, but I'm not sure if it works for humans" he answered my confusion.

So I could accidentally be thinking something in my head and he hears it? God that would be so embarrassing if he knew all those dirty things I think of him.

"It wouldnt be embarrassing, Kitty. I would enjoy hearing what you think about me" he spoke up, not moving from my neck. Did I say that out loud??

"No, you mind-linked me on accident as well. If you think of who you want to speak to, along with an image of their face, you can mind-link them" he responded. Well that's gonna be hard seeing as I have him on my mind 24/7. I just giggled and leaned into his touch, gripping his hand into mine and we sat there in the comforts of each others arms.

I hope he doesnt hear this, but I actually cant wait to mate with him.