My Love Rudy Pankow x male oc

Behind the Scenes

December 5th 2021

Rudy POV

It is very cold outside yet again it's winter. I don't really like winter because it's super cold the only thing to look forward to during winter is Christmas. I just finished filming a scene with Madison and Chase, they immediately ran inside. In a couple hours I have a scene with Rocky and Jonathan. Speaking of Rocky he's been cooped up in his room of our apartment all day. I wonder what he's doing in there.

"Hey Madison do you know what Rocky's doing"I asked the brunette.

"Sorry Rudy I have no idea what he's doing in there, I knocked on his door earlier he just asked what I wanted but never opened the door"she responded to my question.

"Maybe I should just go check on him he's been in there for hours"I said as I walked toward his door.

I knocked on Rocky's door and got the same response Madison did.

"What do you want"his voice responded from the other side of the door.

"You okay in there you been in there for over 4 hours"I said.

"Yeah I'm fine, just doing things"his voice responded kind of scared.

"Hey Rocky why don't you go ahead and let me in nobody else is out here with me just me"I said noticing how scared he sounded.

"Sure, I guess"he said. I started to hear footsteps walking toward the door.

He opened the door and let me inside his room.

"What have you been doing in here"I asked the shorter brunette boy.

"If I tell you this you have to promise you're not going to tell anybody else"he said, that started to get me worried.

"Yeah I promise I'm not going to tell anybody"I reassured Rocky.

"I think my girlfriend is cheating on me and it's been eating away at me all day I just needed to tell somebody."he said really fast.

"You mean Grace, what makes you think Grace is cheating on you" I say in a gentle voice.

"I don't know I've been reading my comments on my Instagram recently and all of them are shipping her with somebody else saying that I don't deserve her and I'm self-conscious about those comments"Rocky tells me this leaves me shocked a guy as hot as him is self-conscious about what others are telling him.

"Rocky don't get me wrong you are hot as hell in a friend way there's no way you can let those comments get inside your head man they're jealous of what you can do you can't let those comments get to you all right"I tell the boy really saying my feelings and what's on my mind.

"Thanks man I just need some time to think can you please leave and shut the door behind you"he says to me and I know I should respect what he wants from me.

I get up and leave his room shutting the door behind me. I wonder why he feels that way about himself knowing how handsome he is saying something like that about himself just sounds crazy. But yet again he doesn't talk to us like that I think that's the first time I've ever gotten him to open up most people back off when he tells them to.

"Did you find out what the problem was"Jonathan says from the couch.

"He just needs some space is what he told me I don't know why you know him he's still getting used to having us around"part of that was true Rocky is still getting used to having us around.

It's been a few hours and Rocky was still in his room I didn't know he was that self-conscious about himself. But I so badly want him to know that none of us care what he looks like I mean hell half of us think he's hot.