There isn't any miss honey books and I have to say she was my lesbian awakening so here I am going back to 11-15 year old me to recover the memories of my not normal what so ever love for the cute and kind teacher we all know and love.
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Requested by:ToriVega04 Sorry for the wait ⚠️WARNINGS:anxiety,anxiety attack (I have never had an anxiety attack before and do not have anxiety so I am sorry if anything is wrong and please correct me if anything is wrong in this imagine)
Y/N'S POV I gave my fiancé a kiss on the cheek and Matilda a hug before picking up my small bag before heading back towards the kitchen where they both sat,and I poke my head in, "Love you guys,I'll see you after work okay,don't continue that bedtime story without me,I wanna see what porridge Goldilocks eats"I said,winking at my 6 year old daughter,which earned a giggle from her and a chuckle from my fiancé,at that I turned around and walked out the front door as they shouted their goodbyes,I always hate leaving them on the weekends I have to work,
2hours after
MATILDA'S POV I was sat in my bright pink room looking over my English homework that was due in three days,I read over the sentence I was supposed to do for my reading practice questions but the words just didn't seem to make sense,my fingers shook a little as they ran under the sentence slowly,but my head was empty,suddenly my chest was tight,my head was all of sudden not empty,but filled with memories,memories of the time I was sent to miss Trunchbulls office randomly on a sunny Tuesday,when I was sat upon a broken chair that had springs poking out of the bottom that was in front of her desk,the look of anger in her eyes,the chalk she ran across the chalk board in her room and the noise it made,the words 'Byzantine' and 'Equivocate' messily written on the board,the gruffness in her voice as she asked for the meaning of the strange words,the confusion I felt,the minute of silence that followed,the sound of the wooden ruler slapping against her desk demanding an answer,the stuttered "I don't know" that left my lips,and the noise of her leather clad hand when it struck my face. Suddenly my chest stung with pain and breathing became hard,I felt light headed and whimpers left the back of my throat,my heart was rapidly fluttering and worry rushed over me,what will mama do if she looks at my work and sees the wrong answer,what will mom say when I tell her I do not know the answer?
JEN'S POV I grasped the plate in my hand and sat it down on our glass table,I pulled out the wooden chairs and walked back into the kitchen to pour my daughter a glass of juice,I then realised the time,it was 1:10pm and Matilda was not here,it was routine on weekends that we have lunch around this time,and Matilda will do any homework up until 1:00pm then she will run downstairs and sit at the kitchen bench with a book in hand and watch me cook,my eyebrows furrowed as I walked towards the stairs,while picking at the skin around my nails, "Matilda?"I softly shouted up the stairs,when I received no answer,I started to climb them, "Honey?!"I called a bit louder,already jogging upstairs,once again there was no reply,I reached the top and sped walked to her door which was the second one on the left,I opened it,expecting to see her on her bed,cuddling her baby blue bunny stuffed toy,but I was met with a worrying sight,my small daughter curled up with her knees up to her chest on her bed,my feet moved by themselves,she had tears in her eyes and was grasping at the chest trying to get a breath,sweat was dripping slowly from her forehead,I quickly sat down on the bed looking at her, "Hey honey,look at me"I said,she followed my instruction with fear in her small doe eyes, "I want you to breath with me,can you do that?"I asked,when she nodded I took ahold of her small hand and sat it upon my chest,I started taking deep breathes,she was still gasping at first but soon slowed down into unsettled but stable breaths,after a few seconds of silence,my voice broke it, "You're okay Princess,tell me what you're feeling?"I asked, "Um,uh"she gulped "m-my chest is a bit painful,I feel quite dizzy and tired and uh a-and"she said,letting the end of her sentence hang out in the air, "And what honey?"I asked "Like I'm gonna be sick"she said as her cheeks turned flushed against her pale face,I lifted her off the bed and led her shaky frame to her en-suite bathroom as quickly as I could in these conditions and she dropped down to her knees in front of the toilet bowl and I held her hair back,within a minute she had emptied out the contents of her stomach,I rubbed her back comfortingly and kept holding her hair back, "That's it honey,let it all out"I said calmly She started to cough and then she put her head over the toilet bowl again and let out another gag,my face scrunched up in disgust,I have always hated the sound of someone being sick but it was a problem I had to run into nearly every week because of my choice of career,it was one of the only cons of being a teacher. It was about 10 minutes later when we were sure that she had emptied her stomach and the nausea had faded,she was still shaking, "Do you think you are able to get up and brush your teeth honey?" I asked softly,she nodded her head,I helped her up off the dirty floor and led her to the sink,she brushed her teeth slowly,not having the energy to, "I'll be back in 5 minutes okay?"I said to her,a bit anxious about leaving her alone, "Yeah,I'll be fine"she said giving me a small smile as she shakily walked out of her bathroom,I gave her a worried look and made my way out of the room and jogged downstairs,I retrieved my phone off the dining table and dialled Y/N,she picked up after 3 rings, "Hey love,how are you?"she said cheerily,I calmed down at the sound of her voice, "Um I'm fine but I can't say the same about Matilda"I replied shakily, "What?What do you mean?"She asked,with a concerned tone, "Um..."I said,not wanting to tell her, "Jen,hunny?"she said in a warning tone, "What's going?"she ordered rather than questioned, "Matilda had a small uh a small anxiety attack"I replied cautiously, "Are you serious?"she said after a few moments of silence passed, "Yes"I once again replied but this time with more confidence, "Wow,well then I'm on my way home right now"she said, "No Y/n/n you can't do that,you don't need to come home it's handled."I said trying to not make a big deal, "I can and will"she states flatly, " Oh and I will be a bit later so I can stop off at the shops and get her some snacks,do you want anything my love?"she questions,calmly, "No I'm okay love"I said with a smile creeping its way onto my face, "Oh and also,I know you're a bit shaken and freaked just now love but stay calm for me just now hunny,I'll be home soon,you just snuggle up with our girl and put a Disney movie on for yourselves,ok doll?"she said,her voice crackling through the phones' speakers, "I will darling,thank you"I said with a smile on my face,she always knows what's going on inside my head and how to fix it. She hung up the phone and I returned upstairs with a glass of water in hand,I entered her room and Matilda was sat on the edge of her bed,I walked over and handed her the glass of water which was gone within 2 gulps,I then helped her undress and dress into pjs,she layed on the bed and I ran back downstairs and got another tall glass of water and a straw, "Right scooch over" I said when I returned,and that she did,I handed her the glass "Drink it slowly this time"I warned her and she chuckled in embarrassment, "What movie do you want to watch Tilda?"I questioned as I reached to her bedside table to get the controller,I pulled the duvet down and we both layed down "Tangled!"she shouted and I chuckled at how quick her mood changed,I pulled the duvet over us and I turned tangled on and we both stared at her well sized tv, I pulled her close to me,she was still fairly shaky but that was expected, "I love you"I whispered down to her and kissed the top of her head,she snuggled her head closed to my chest. After around 30 minutes my eyes started to get heavy,in the last moments of my consciousness I heard light snore come from Matilda,I softly smiled and let myself doze off to sleep happy and calm,my sleepy smile grew bigger at the thought of the next time I wake up Y/N will be here.
