I'm visiting some family for the weekend, and like my entire family on that side is here. That is like 20 people. I don't mean to sound bratty or anything. It's just that, honestly, I don't like them that much. And I'm bored. As far as I know, no one in my family is interested in the thing I'm interested in. Therefore, I don't have anyone to talk to. And believe i or not, I'm pretty awkward when it comes to these things.
And I miss my girlfriend. And I miss my best friends. And honestly, I miss school. I miss knowing what to do. I miss doing whatever and not giving a fuck. I miss not thinking to myself that everything I do is stupid.
I hate worrying about everything. Probably because I do. I worry about kosa, I worry about the ati lgbtq legislations in USA. I worry about the future. I worry if the peapole here like me at all.
I'm probably annoying as fuck.
I have to go. Bye.
