I started middle school like almost three weeks ago, but it still feels unreal. I don't think im ever going to get used to not going to my elementary school, not even getting started on not being in the same school as my girlfriend.
School is okay, I guess, we have experiments every Monday, art and music avery Tuesday, and more science on Thursday, so my week isn't that bad. It's pretty okay, actually. But I just really miss my girlfriend. We were going to meet tomorrow but then both of us double booked ourselves and we couldn't. And emi if you are reading this don't blame yourself for us not meeting okay. It's not your fault. Anyway, I actually miss her so much, I cried today. I want to cry now, but I just can't. I don't know why, but it's like my brain won't allow me. I'm also tired as fuck. I have not slept properly in forever. And I hate being tired, I fucking hate it. I feel like I can't breathe properly. And my body just won't let me do anything. PLUS, I have theatre tomorrow and band practice the day after that, and I just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I don't know how else to explain it, but you people probably understand. I was also at BUP(child and teenage psychologist) a week ago, and my brain is just so full of everything, I can't process shit and I can't year what my teachers are saying and I miss my girlfriend and I'm tired and I'm complaining about stupid shit again. On the fucking Internet aswell. What the fuck vilde?
Shorter rant than usual but oh well.
Good night sleep tight, unless it's morning then wake up ye old cunt, you going on an adventure.
Bye
