my melody

Part 7: love letter

Three days have gone by since Lizzie told Scarlett. I haven't heard anything from anyone except raya. I'm currently at the studio because I'm writing and working on a new song. Well a couple of new songs because I'm thinking of making a mini album and then go to different places to perform it.

I've tried to text Scarlett so many times but she just won't pick up her phone. Although I think she's just ignoring me. I feel Terrible because she's in a relationship.

To scar❤️

Me:
-Scarlett I'm so sorry
-will you answer my calls please
-Scarlett
-hellooooo
-answer meee
-I'm sorry

16 miss calls

Im still mad at Lizzie for telling Scarlett but there's nothing I can do because she was drunk and I'm sure she didn't do it on purpose.

Anyway me and raya are discussing my new little album. "Im not sure what it's going to be about but I think I've got an idea for the first and second song." "Well at least you have some sort of idea for it. Why don't you do it about your feelings towards Scarlett. Show her how your really feel and she's not just some crush you can get over and besides your fans love when you go are together so it's not like you're going to ruin anything by it. Well maybe Scarlett's relationship but I saw how she broke down in your arms the other day because of him." I just sigh at her words. I know she's right and if I'm going to tell Scarlett how I feel the best way is to do it in a song. "Okay. Your right. I'm going to do it but I just hope she feels the same. I mean I don't wanna ruin her relationship and I definitely don't want people hating on her because of her choices."

Raya got up from the couch where she was sat across from me. She pulled me up and took me to my desk. "I want you to right how you feel about her. Then it will be easier." I just nodded and got to work. I wrote it in some sort of letter. Although I will never give it to her.

Dear Scarlett,

I am writing this letter as inspiration for an album that I'm doing on how I feel about you. Raya told me to do it so I have to. You know how bossy she is. Anyway I wanted to tell you how whenever you walk into a room I get butterflies and they never go away. I can not stop thinking about you and I stay up all night thinking about how much I like you. I think I'm falling in love with you and I can't help but wonder if you feel the same. Your smile is so contagious because whenever you smile it's like I have to. I love how beautiful you look and how I can get lost in your forest green eyes. Your perfect. I might never be enough for you and I know that but I'd like to try it with you. I want to just hold you in my arms and never let you go. I want to protect you from everything bad in the world and keep you all to myself although I know I can't do that because your with him. I don't think he deserves you because you deserve the world. I'm not saying you should break up with him but I am saying that I would give the world to be with you. Everything reminds me of how I am falling for you. I miss you every time I'm not with you. Every little thing you do I love. Like how you love to watch a Disney movie after a horror or when you try and make everyone around you happy instead of yourself. I want to get to know the real you and wake up to your beautiful face every morning. I know you may never read this letter because I don't think I have to courage to give it to you but I really do mean everything I've said. Your laugh drives me crazy and your raspy voice in the morning makes me all giddy inside. When you look at me I feel like it's just us in the world and no one else is around us. Your hugs are the best and so comforting so when you hug me I just want to stay there forever and melt in your hold. I want to do all those romantic cliche things with you like dancing and kissing in the rain or going to them fancy restaurants where we argue about who pays for food or cuddle in bed while we listen to the rain and watch a horror movie. I've never felt like this about anyone before and I genuinely think that your the only person I will ever want and I will never get over how much I love everything you do.

Once i finished writing it I give it to raya so she can plan some songs tonight while I'm at home. Her eyes scan over the letter and I'm nervously bitting my nails waiting for her to tell me her opinion. "Hazel this is beautiful." "Thanks I mean I really poured my heart out." She laughs at my response. "You should give it to her." "What no way." I say shocked. "I mean she'd absolutely love it. I think she'd probably cry." "well tough cause I'm not. She's ignoring my texts and calls. I think she's trying to distance and distract herself from me." I say with sadness in my voice. "With the way she looks at your hazel I'm sure she wouldn't be able to leave you if she tried and plus she's probably just trying to make things right with colin because of there fight. She has a lot going on so give her some time." She says as she walks me out of the studio.

I get in my car and she waves me off. It's only a five minute drive from my house so I listen to Taylor's song all to well the five minute version. I mean I'd love to listen to the ten minute one because it's definitely better but this will do. I got out of my car as it started raining. It's pouring it down like really heavy.I grabbed my bag and ran to my front door. I opened the door and put my bag down and take my shoes off. I hang my coat up and head to the kitchen. I grab my chocolate brownie ice cream and go down to sit on the couch.

I put on my favourite Barrie movie princess charm school. I click resume as I was watching it this morning while getting ready. I'm up to the bit where blare has just found out about princess Sofia when someone knocks on my door. I groan and pause the tv. I shout "I'm coming." To the mysterious person behind the door. I ran to the door and open it to find her.

Scarlett

She's crying. She's soaking wet and she just stands there with a sad expression on her face. Rain dripping down her face and on to her clothes.