my melody

Part 18: past

Scarlett's pov

A week later from Hazel preforming and it's been great. We have been telling each other about little parts of our past. Well it's mostly me because hazel isn't really opening up but I'm not going to force her so I'll let her tell me when she's ready. If she's never ready that also okay.

"hey whatcha making" I said walking into the kitchen sitting at the island watching her cook what smelled like some sort of pasta. "just meatballs and spaghetti." I just hummed. "I erm- I wanted to talk to you actually." she said still facing away from me.

Worry quickly spread all over my body. "what about." "my past." She said turning to face me.

"don't feel forced because I've told you mine. If your not ready you don't have to." "no no I am ready I want to tell you. I trust you." She said as she walked towards me. She walked around the back of me to grab the plates while resting her hand on my back which send shivers down my spine.

She plates the food up and comes to sit next to me. "okay you ready." She said. "I should be asking you that." I said smiling.

"okay so you know bits of how I was moved around from house to house when I was younger. It started when I was around 6 or 7 my parents used to hit me and leave me for days on end with no food. That was until my teacher caught on. I was moved around to 5 diffrent houses.

The first two didn't end up wanting to Forster me then the third couple died in a car crash. They where probably the best parents I've had."

She sighed and carried on. "Anyway. The fourth one was a single dad. He promised to take care of when but that changed when his girlfriend left him. He started to hit me when he was drunk. I remember one night and this was when I was 13 he came home in a drunken rage and he he- raped me." She said holding back her tears.

I leaned over and put her hands in my hands trying to give her comfort.

"Anyway after that he did it repeatedly at least once or twice every three weeks. This later until I was fifteen and I met raya. We became super close so I told her and she helped me got out. Ever since I did I lived with her and her mum. Her mum lives in the uk though now.

Well after I turned 22 I got producer saying he could help me teach my dreams. He helped a bit until he started to control my every move. One night he found out I went to a bar.

He had my driver pick me up and take me to his house. He brought me in bare in mind I had never been to his house. He locked me in his room and started to 'punish me' that went on for a while until raya helped me again. She has been there through my whole life and that's why she's so special to me."

I single tear fell down my face as I just stared into her eyes. He reached up to wipe it. "it's okay though now. I've got you and raya. I couldn't wish for anything else to make my life more perfect then it already is." I nodded and hugged her. "Are you okay like are you sure." I asked her and she started to break down into my arms.

"Oh baby. It's okay thank you for telling me I'm so proud of you. I love you so much." I said holding her tightly.

After around an hour we had moved onto the couch and was cuddled up watching frozen. "I fucking live Olaf like I really want a snow man." She said. I just laughed and replied. "Well went it snows we can make one. Okay?" I said. "yes yes!"

"Should we go on live." I said trying to distract her from our discussion earlier. When we was sat watching the movie I could feel her first into her thoughts. "yeah come on let's go into my studio."

I followed her into the room and sat next to her as she fixed her phone up getting ready to start it. "You ready?" She asked me for the second time today. I nodded and leaned my head into her shoulder so I could see the screen better.

"Hey guys! I have my beautiful girl here with me today. I'm not sure what we are doing but we're on here to pass time so ask some questions."

"Okay first question. For both of us."

"which song is your favourite of the new mini album?"

"I'll go first!" I said getting exited. Hazel giggled at me while telling me to continue. "Mine is Problem 'those eyes' but I do also love 'all of me' even though it's not on the album."

"okay okay hood choice. Mine is probably the same as you or 'yours' because I feel they have a lot of story behind them. Okay next one."

"Who's top."

I just burst out laughing at the question she just said. "Probably both. It switches if you know what I mean." She said with a wink at the camera.

"Do you ever want little mini Scarlett's and hazels running around the house."

I just looked at her for this question. "I think yes but it's still very early in the relationship so definitely not yet. Leave it a couple of years."

We answered more questions before we got of live and spent the rest of our day on the couch together