The Black Petals ( Kinnporsche Fan fiction)

Chapter 1

The First time Kinn coughed a petal, he had brushed it off . He was in balcony, smoking and cursed the uninvited petal

Not actually paying much attention to it

When it happened again, he was in his office looking after some documents.
The black petal rested on his hand covered in a spit. He stared at it Absentmindedly

He looked around and saw the window opened. He again cursed and threw the petal away. Why do he even need to overthink about it when he and Porsche are already in a relationship

At MidNight, when he returned in his room, he saw Porsche sleeping peacefully on their Bed. It's been a long time, since they had a good sleep. He ruffled Porsche soft hair as a small smile appear on his face.

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Kinn is probably just a kid who never experienced love or respect. That man's self-worth is shattered, and he tries so hard to gain respect from the world that he doesn't even realize what he's doing. Who he's hurting in the process. All Kinn wants is to be loved and respected.

Tore between his own Passion and Being Heir of Theerapanyakul, he was never given a choice. The day His older brother Tankhun came back to Main compound, he know everything was changed

He was thrown into a world , he never belonged to. Trying his best to make his Papa proud of him, even he don't know how many sacrifices He made

Kim left them as soon as he could, leaving him alone with all the burden. Though he could never blame him but that ugly jealous feeling was always in his heart.

He know he would never belive in love again after tawan betrayed him. Yet , he
surprised himself by falling in love with Porsche, his Bodyguard

In the war, His Uncle died. Vegas is still hospitalized and Pete is with him taking care of his vegas as well as Macau. Porchay and Kim also resolved whatever was going on between them, pretty much fast to his shock. He never saw Kim being soft to anyone, also that genuine smile which he gave to porchay

Remaining about him and Porsche. They both are so busy in fixing everyone, that they don't realised they started breaking themselves. Being Leader of Minor family, Porsche had many duties. Kinn know that, he understand that Porsche is trying his best but yet the loneliness never leaves him

He know he loves Porsche and Porsche loves him back

Then why is he throwing petals at Midnight 3 am?

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Kinn Pov

As I slowly perish and suffocate from that very same flower as it finally made me acknowledge its existence.

Laughable as it is and yet the pain inside my heart was a lot more excruciating than the growing garden blooming inside my lungs. "Foolish" is what anyone would describe in this circumstance, however, if that is the price for being near you then so be it.

I shall endure the weight of a thousand growing thorns that prickle and pierce through my skin to see the warmth of your smile once more.

It was just a tragic fictitious tale, or it was supposed to.be one. Hanahaki disease, a disease where one would

cough up flowers due to one-sided love. Its only cure is

to have your feelings reciprocated or to surgically

remove the roots and lose the memories of your beloved, possibly losing the ability to love romantically ever again.

Quite cheesy, if you ask me. Cheesy as the dreadful fairy tale it was supposed to be.

The slow and painful malady that begins with sharp pain in my chest, like flowers blooming in the heart and lungs.

I look at your Sleeping Figure. I didn't had the heart to wake you up and ask you " why am i going through is "

Is somewhere your Love for me is dying?

Or is it me Who's the Problem, Porsche?