My forever🤍- a jaden hossler story

Part 14 x

It's been a few weeks now, I'm 34 weeks. Jadens somg came out a few weeks ago and I love it, but at the moment me and jaden are on bad terms again... we've been arguing over tiny little things and he won't tell me what's wrong, he's going out and coming back high as shit then not talking to me at all. Never picking up my calls and barely answering my texts, I used to text him and get a reply within 5 minutes, not he takes hours and the reply is always so dry. Like I'll text him and say "hey babe, I'm going to bed okay? The doors unlocked and the boys are still up but probably in their rooms, I love you goodnight" and his reply will be "ok, Gn." No I love you or anything. So I don't know what to do. So today I'm going to talk to him about it.
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" hey jaden."
I say to the boy sitting on his gaming chair on his phone.

"yeah." He replies not looking at me and still staring at his phone.

"can we talk?" I ask swallowing roughly, scared of what outburst way happen

"sure" see what I mean? He's being so dry and I have no idea why He spins his chair around and puts his phone in his pocket.

"okay, so.... Why are you being like this? What's going on? Is something wrong? Did I do something?" I ask actually concerned I've done something

"no why?" He says with a True ish tone, he looks away then looks back which makes me not believe him.

"because this! You're completely bring dry as fuck with me jaden, you don't answer my calls you don't text me back like normal, you don't say "I love you" anymore. You're always out and never say where, you come back high as shit and then ignore me for the whole night, I'll text you and tell you I'm going to bed and then you get all pissy with me.. what have I done wrong." I ask completely burst at him, this is really drying my brain the fact he wants no communication at all.

"what the fuck? I haven't done any of that but alright, I do love you. You should know that by now emersyn. I don't get pissy at all, and I go out with the boys. What's wrong with that? Let me live a little. Fuck." He says. Okay, rude.

"alright for one your getting pissy with me now, you're acting like I've just gone behind your back or something. If I've done something I want you to tell me. Because if I have them I need you to tell me so I can make it right. I'm not fighting with you anymore jaden. It's been like this for fucking weeks and I'm tired of it."
I saw on the brink of tears, my pregnancy hormones getting the best of me again. I see jaden soften a little but then he speaks up like he doesn't care.

" you've done nothing wrong, I'm not fucking pissy at all so I don't know where this shit is coming from, all I've been doing is going out with the fucking boys, kells, travis, Landon, cooper, tosh. That's fucking it, I want to live my life before the baby comes, that's all I'm fucking doing emersyn. Is that so hard for you to fucking understand?? I don't get why you're finding it so fucking hard for fucks sake. Just listen to me for once in your fucking life." He says like nothing else fucking matters to him at all.

"oh my fucking god, jaden. All I'm saying is you don't have to act like this after being out with the boys, I'm not saying you can't go out and have fun but you never tell me you're going out and then don't answer me for hours when I text you and ask where you are because I'm scared something bad has fucking happened. Is it so wrong for me to think that? Because if it is tell me, if I'm being an idiot tell me. Because I'm so fucking done doing this ever single fucking day, I'm stressing every single day and it's so bad for the baby and I don't want to hurt her, she's still really little, and if anything happens to her I swear to god I will never forgive myself." I say so truthfully, if something happens to my baby I will never ever forgive myself.

"you're literally acting like I've gone and done something terrible, I haven't. Stop fucking stressing about me because I'm fine, I'm literally nearly 20 years of age, I can fucking handle this shit. I'm not a little boy anymore emersyn. Let me be." And with that he turns back around and acts like I'm not there once again.

"okay what the actual fuck, don't turn around on me like that, what the fuck is wrong jaden? If somethings wrong I need you to tell me so I can help you, if you've done something and are afraid to tell me then just tell me or I swear to god I'm completely done and I mean it I am done."
I say getting up slowly from the bed which is where I was sitting.

He completely ignores me but I can see in his face something is wrong and he just won't tell me.

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Jadens pov:

I can't tell her I'm going off the rails again, she'll hate me for it, she's 34 weeks pregnant for fucks sake, I can't put all of this on her.

I ignore her in hopes she'll leave me alone so I can build up the courage to actually tell her, I feel tears in my eyes so I rub my eyes acting like I'm tired but I'm reality I'm wiping the tears away. Again.

I stand up but she stands infront of me, I put my head down so she doesn't see my now red eyes.

"can I go please?" I ask her nicely just not looking at her which makes me look bad.

"no. If you leave them I'm done, I'm leaving and I'm not coming back." Fuck, I don't want to lose her, but I can't tell her.

I go past her and put my hand on the door knob and then I hear her say.

"you open that fucking door jaden and I am done, I mean it this time we are done if you walk out of that door. Im not doing this anymore. Im done with the fighting, im so fucking done." At this point tears are falling, my head still down with my hoodie up. I keep my hand on the handle.

I can tell she's crying by the way she's speaking, her voice cracking with every word. I hate to do this but I just cannot tell her this.

I mumble an "im sorry, I love you" before opening the door and walking upstairs into the kitchen and getting a water from the fridge.
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Emersyn pov:

He did it, he walked out.

I hear him mumble something like an "I'm sorry, I love you" sorry for what? This is my problem, he's clearly done something and is to scared to tell me. I'm so fucking confused.

I sit down on the bed and cry until there's no tears left, I lay on his bed and cry until I fall asleep, not feeling anything anymore.

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Sorry! I had to this is the only way I'm going to make the story more interesting and have more parts!! It'll get better, sometime. Not really going to know when but they will!!

If possible give me some ideas, Jadens music or if emersyn should release some new music too! Do you think she should? Let me know!!

Thankyou x

-Mads💕