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I consider myself a hard worker.

I help my mom, and I buy things for myself that she can't give me. It's not because she doesn't want to, but simply because her nursing salary is barely enough to pay our rent, utilities, her car, and the necessities. We're a team.

Today, however, I don't want to go to work. I've thought of a hundred excuses, but the truth is that I need the money. Classes start on Monday, so these are my last days to work double shifts. When school starts, I'll only be able to work during the evenings and weekends.

It's been almost a week since I saw Ares. To be honest, I didn't expect to miss him. How could I? We only saw each other a few times. But I think I miss stalking him too. It was a weird hobby that gave me an adrenaline rush and now it's gone. I sigh, gather my things, and stuff them into my backpack. To say I've had a bad day is putting it mildly. I've been distracted and yawning constantly. My boss has already called me out three times, and we had to give a customer free fries because I mixed up his order.

I take off my Dream Burgers cap and put it in my locker. I consider changing my shirt, but I don't even bother. I'm too lazy to walk to the bathroom, so I'll do it when I get home.

"Bad day, huh?" Gabriel's voice makes me jump, and I hit my shoulder with the locker door.

"Jesus! You scared me."

"Sorry." Gabriel takes off his cap, letting his reddish hair escape and allowing me to see his face better. He has that kind of soft face that would make you fall at his feet if he were to make eyes at you. "So, I'm curious. Any reason as to why you gave a milk shake to someone who ordered an ice cream?"

"Oh, you saw that?"

"Everyone saw it. You were like on another planet." He opens his locker and takes out his things.

"It's so embarrassing."

"Relax, it's happened to me too." He gives me a meaningful look.

I look at him sadly. "Dani?"

"Yeah." He stares into his locker, deep in thought. "She and I are from different worlds. I'm just the pretty boy who works at Dream Burgers to her, nothing more."

"I'm sorry."

"Relax. I knew it wouldn't work, but I didn't expect to care about her so quickly."

Oh, believe me, I know about that. "I don't know what to tell you, Gabo."

"Tell me your story."

"My story?"

"Why are you so distracted today?"

I close my locker and put on my backpack. "I-I cut a person out of my life a little while ago, he . . ." I remember Ares's cold words. "He wasn't what I expected."

"Disappointment, huh? That hurts."

"A lot." I sling my backpack over my shoulder. "I have to go. Good night, Gabe."

"Good evening, Raquel Milk shake."

"Really?"

"It will be days before I forget about it."

I gave him the finger, and he acts surprised. "Bye, silly."

Walking home has never been as depressing as it is today. The sound of cars passing on the avenue is like white noise, and the orange glow of the street lamps illuminates the route precariously. It seems as if my surroundings have molded to my mood. It's almost midnight, but I'm not worried because crime is low in this area and my house isn't that far away.