In love with my neighbor ⇝ENGLISH VERSION⇜

Chapter 25

Sunday, January 27, 2019.

Yesterday I was with Cristina all day, when I woke up I went down to the kitchen and made her breakfast, I had a hard time getting the tray up the very wobbly stairs in the loft, but I'm getting more and more practice, at least I didn't spill my milk. When I woke her up she had breakfast while I played a game of FIFA and then we played a game against each other. I let her score goals, but never win. She takes it well and I love it when she makes a little girl face indignant about losing. It's routine to do the same thing every morning every time we wake up together at my house. After the game I decide to put on slow music and little by little I kiss her on different parts of her body.

Finally, our bodies merge again and in one last moan I fall surrendered on top of her.

Afterwards she took a shower while I was cleaning the attic, when I went downstairs and closed the trap door with its respective lock I found her walking down the hallway completely naked and it was inevitable for me to eat her with my eyes. It's been so long, my house is hers and her house is mine.

Once we were dressed and ready we got in her car and went to the mall. We went from store to store, the only one who bought clothes was her, among my hobbies is not shopping, but it is something that makes her happy so we often plan these outings. After shopping, we went out to eat and when we finished we watched a movie at the cinema.

Afterwards, we went to Murcia center and walked around a few times. At seven o'clock we sat in a bar and had a cup of hot chocolate. Then she took me home and we said goodbye.

. . .

Right now we are at the airport Talía, Cristina, my parents, her parents and I waiting for the flight.

- Hey, love - Cristina speaks to me.

- Tell me - I say a little discouraged.

- Whatever happens, I would like you to write our story.

- I promise to write it - I sigh - Even if we are no longer together and you have forgotten me. I promise to do it, Cristina.

- Are you stupid? - I would never forget you and, besides, I'm sure it will have a happy ending - she hits me softly and smiles.

- Well, we'll have to fight to make it so, my love. I'm so scared... - I'm going to cry in the end.

- Hey... - he hugs me - It's going to be all right, okay? - he kisses me.

They announce over the megaphone that the flight to the United States will leave in 10 minutes.We all get up and say goodbye, I can't help it, I start crying with Loli and Talia.

- I love you, Cristina... - I dry my tears - I love you so much....

- And me, my life - she hugs me and whispers - The world is not coming to an end, ok? It's going to be a difficult time, but you'll see that when all this is over we'll be much better off. I promise you, love - he smiles at me, kisses me and then hugs me.

- Don't forget about me - I keep crying.

- Never, I will always be calling and talking to you - he wipes my tears - I will try to come every month or every two months.... - he kisses me again - Do you hear me? - I nod - I love you, my life - he smiles.

- And I...

Once I see her disappear into the crowd, head down I go to the car. I'm going to miss her a lot, but I'll try to give her the odd surprise and go there to see her...

. . .

At home I lock myself in my room and completely break down in tears. This is going to be very difficult for me. Not being able to hug her, kiss her, not being able to sleep with her, not being able to play with her, without going out on weekends with her. My birthday and his... Taking care of Aitor together... I can't, the world falls on me, I can't breathe well. I see more and more blurry, I don't know what to do.

She was the only one who knew how to control my anxiety attacks... I don't know how to control it now, without her comforting hug.

I'm getting dizzy, I'm going to try to lie down on the bed, I need it to pass anyway.

. . .

It's been a few hours now since I had a panic attack. When I lay down I fell asleep without realizing it, and although when I woke up I felt somewhat upset, I was able to calm down and it didn't go any further.

Today I have to stay with Aitor so I can't afford another slump like before. I go to the living room and see my parents leaving for work. I pick up Aitor and start playing with him. He loves toys that make animal sounds, he spends all day hitting all the buttons. When I see that my head is going to explode I put on our favorite movie and little by little he relaxes until he gets hungry. When giving him dinner, I put the drawings on him and in half an hour at the most he falls asleep.

After a while I take him to my room and so, if he wakes up I have him next to me to see if he needs anything. I start watching a YouTube live and before it's over I fall asleep.