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omg come back be here just turned on

the next day

i woke up at 7, because i was going to a debutante practice, today was me and belly's first day.
i looked over and i didn't see any sign of belly, so i assumed she was downstairs.

i went down and saw belly eating cereal.
"hey!" her voice exclaiming excitement.
"hi." i say, sitting down next to her.
"you ready for practice?" she asks, turning to me "kinda, i just don't know if this is really me. i'm not sure if i want to do this." i say, truthfully.

"you can always step out, y/n." she says, reassuring me.
"i'll do it, just doesn't seem like me.."
i rant.
"ok, well let's get dressed." she says.
we go up and get dressed, by then it's 8 and everyone's up.

our mom gave us a ride there, then dropped us off.
"remember girls, if you think the girls are mean, or the foods bad just call me and i'll come pick you up." she says.
"remember our code name?"
"lemon jelly belly." we all say in unison.
"ok. bye love you girls."

she drove away, and coincidentally jeremiah is putting up towels.
"jeremiah!" belly yells out.
jeremiah looks but doesn't see us, or recognize us.
"jeremiah!"
then, he turns around and his eyes widen.
"hey! i didn't recognize you two." he says, walking up to me and belly.

"okay be honest do we look like fools." i ask.
he chuckled, then said
"i- no you guys look perfect. but come on i'll show you girls where the meetings at"

we arrived and all the girls were looking at us.
one girl immediately whispered into one girls ear.
girls looked at us up and down.

"jeremiah." paige says.
"paige."
"where's your shirt?" paige questions, walking over to me and belly.
"it's always a pleasure.."
he says, kissing her hand afterwards.

"this is y/n and belly- i mean isabel conklin."
"y/n, the young woman who my mom told you about. my future wife." he says, winking at her.
paige just nods,
"they're late."
"w-we're so sorry." i say, speaking for both me and belly.

"your both at table two." she politely says.
jeremiah just steals a snack, but before he runs off he mumbles to me,
"you'll do great love"
then he ran off. (LMFAO)
as me and belly search for table two, we both see the girl that conrad kissed at the bonfire.

then, the girl steven was with.
we walked over and sat.
"hi." belly said.
"hey!"
"hi."
the girl who steven was with, looks over at belly, scanning the bruise from the bonfire.
"hey, uh is that from the other night?" she asks.
"oh uh. yeah." belly says, covering it.

"let me fix it" she says, digging in her purse, then putting makeup on her so it isn't noticeable.

i'm next to nicole, so i decided to start talking.
but she was already looking at me.
"so there's no reason you were just with jeremiah shirtless?" nicole questions, laughing.
i want to keep our relationship a secret, so i answer "we're not together or anything. we just coincidentally saw each other and he lead us up here."

after, they all talk about jeremiah's abs and how shayla is flirting with steven.
then, belly sees cam walking so she quickly goes out to catch him, i assume
a few minutes later, she comes back out.
"i have a date!" she whispers to me.

"cam?"
"yes!"
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belly was getting ready for her date with cam.
me, jeremiah, conrad and steven were going to the book party with laurel.
me and belly walked downstairs.
"see you guys later." she says, to get their attention.
jeremiah turns around and looks at me.
"damn!" he states, walking over to me.
"ok.. just abandon the game completely, jere."
"you both look hot. y/n looks more though, no offense belly." he says, spinning me around.

"hey.. hey, stop flirting with my sisters." steven says, without looking.
"i can flirt with y/n whenever i want." he says rolling his eyes.
"shut up steven." belly argues.
"no you shut up... but you both look good."

belly states that's she is going to the drive in with a person. conrad looks jealous, which was exactly what was meant to happen.

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we're all at the book party, sitting on the couch.
jeremiah has his hand on my thigh.
"you know, this shits so boring, can we go somewhere." conrad says, bored.
"we can go into town to buy some weed from the guy with the rainbow dash tattoo?" jeremiah suggests.

"we can't he got arrested last summer."
"oh shit."
"we could go to the drive in..?" steven suggests.
"no, i'm not letting you guys crash her first date.. she went to go with him to get all of you guys out of her mind." i state.
jeremiah squeezes my thigh,
"come on, please. we won't do anything bad babe." he says, looking in my eyes.
"what- BABE?" steven questions, his eyes widening.
"steven shut up." conrad says, hitting him.
"okay, i'll go just don't do anything." i can't resist jeremiah's ocean blue eyes, and he knows it.

on the drive there, steven brings up what happened earlier.
"okay but i didn't know you two were together. isn't it a bit early to call each other babe."
"eyes on the road steven." i say.
jeremiah is in the front seat, while me and conrad are in the back.

we arrive and it looks like belly and cam are about to kiss, so the guilt rushes over me.
i know belly is going to be mad at me.
belly quickly tells cam something, then she gets out the car.
"what the hell are you guys doing." she asks, angrily.

"just catchin the end of our favorite movie." steven answers, with everyone laughing. belly glares at me, obviously mad.
"you have no right! go!" she states.

"belly relax we were just joking." jeremiah says.
"i tried to fucking stop you guys, but y'all do whatever you want." i say, angry.
i can't believe jeremiah took advantage of me.
i didn't hear anything else they said. i just didn't feel like it, i thought jeremiah liked me.
but no, i'm just another one of his girls.

we drove away, but i could sense jeremiah looking at me from the rear view mirror.

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i was on my bed, thinking about how jeremiah didn't even like me in the first place.
he took advantage of me by calling me baby and flirting with me.
as if he could read my mind, he was there. standing in my doorway, knocking on the open door.

"jeremiah just fucking go away. i don't want to hear from you."
with tears flooding my eyes.
"y/n, please. why are you mad at me? i just want to know."
"because you fucking took advantage of me! you flirted with me just so we could go ruin belly's first date. don't you see how fucked up that is? i'm just another one of your girls, i should've fucking known anyway!" i yelled.

his eyes widen, then soften. he's never seen me this mad.
he comes over to me and lays on the bed. he wraps his arms around my waist.
"y/n, your not another one of my girls. i'm so in love with you. i didn't mean to take advantage of you, i'm so sorry." he says, running his arms down my waist to my thighs.

"i'm sorry too. i didn't mean for that to sound rude." i sighed.
"it's okay. just go to sleep y/n, your tired." he said, still running his hands down.
after that, i couldn't remember much.
"sweet dreams love." jeremiah said, pressing a kiss to my neck.