Never again // yuyeon

Three (soyeon)

I relised after I cuddled yuqi, she started crying, which was strange because that's deffinetly not the reaction I would have if someone suddenly cuddled me

She must be so deprived of love... And simple signs of affection

This just breaks my heart so badly, so, so badly

I don't know how to comfort people so I just held her tighter in my arm and rubbed her shoulder softly, hoping it would make her feel better

Yuqi then turned to face me

"I love you" I heard her mutter

"I love you too" I replied back

After some while of comforting her I relised she fell asleep, I couldn't fall asleep, so for some time I just stared at her while she was asleep

I couldnt help but think about how cute and innocent she looked while being asleep.

After sometime I decided I couldn't go to sleep so I got up and went to my studio room.

I only got a studio here because I've always had an interest in writing and composing music, and I was basically forced by my parents to learn business.

I opened the lights to my studio and not even 5 minutes later, I found yuqi standing infront of the door of my studio, rubbing her eyes, and still being half asleep

"hey" yuqi said in a soft voice

"hi" I said back

"why did you get up from next to me?" yuqi said and half the words being almost un-understandable

"I didn't feel like sleeping" I replied

"What is this room?"

"my studio"

"Can I stay here and watch you"

I nodded and pulled a chair next to me, and pat its seat, signaling her to come sit down

She slowly and clumsily made her way to the chair, still trying to fully wake up

"what time is it now?" yuqi asked

I looked to the time on my computer, "it's 3:30 am" I said

Yuqi just hummed and put her hand on her cheek to support her head.

I felt like composing a new melody, but didn't know, what theme I should go for.

"hey yuqi"

"yeah"

"what vibe do you think I should go for while composing this?"

She kept silent for a little while, still trying to process what I said, and then after some time, answered

"maybe dark, mysterious, like as in, villain dark type stories or something"

"am I supposed to fully understand what that meant"

"just do it however way you understood my words"

I listened to her, and then remembered I had written a song called "villain dies", but I never felt like composing an instrumental for it.

I opened my drawer where I kept my notebook that I write songs in, and found the page where I wrote that song and then handed it over to yuqi

"do you think this suits the vibe you said I should go for?"

She took sometime to read the lyrics, and then softly shook her head in agreement

After sometime yuqi finally spoke