Lucy the Celestial Fox

Chapter 28: Emerald Green Eyes

[???'s POV.]

She never noticed me, not even realizing my presence. She's shy, I can tell. Her scent, her hair, her smile, her everything its addicting. Don't get me wrong, I stocked her for a whole 10 months.

Her smile, its not real. Everything she does is a sad moment in time for her. Her heart is broken, but healed at the spot for her sister. Everything else? Broken, pure hatred filled it. No one noticed it, the smile she wore every once in awhile was completely fake.

Her emerald green eyes, they are like a void. A void filled with nothing but hatred towards everything and everyone except her sister, and excores. I see her cry when people aren't looking, she mends to herself by cutting. She hates herself in a way no one could tell.

Her heart was destroyed the day her parents dis-owned her. Hatred, anger, jealousy, and sorrow filled her heart. The love, and compassion she had vanished like fire. Her light inside of her disappeared, everything did. She lost the color to her eyes, the bright shining happiness that flooded through her emerald green eyes.

A dull lifeless emotion washed in her eyes, wiping her clean of that glow she had. Her smile vanished from existent, and replaced by a forced, fake smile. The smile cracked her everytime, gnawing on her brain as she tries to find herself again. She was broken, her heart was a black stone that pumped blood through her veins.

She lusted for others happiness, wanting to feel the warmth of there hearts. To have what they have, she lusted. She was shattered head to toe the day her light vanished, and no one noticed. She wanted to feel how the others felt, to laugh without feeling broken. To smile a smile that won't eat yourself. To feel relived from her black stone of a heart. To have the warmth develop her, and hug her tight without regret.

She could barely hold herself together with all the regret, sorrow, anger, jealousy that flowed through her. She wanted someone to save her, to mend to her stone of a heart. A black stone that covered her warm, compassionate, heart. Yet, no one came to her rescue they left her to eat herself up in the hatred, anger, and jealousy.

She still had a faint light knowing someone care about her, someone loves her. That someone was her excore. That excore kept her alive, and in the light. To help her mend her heart, just at the slightest. But even the excore didn't notice her shattered state.

I found myself seeing straight through her barrier, the barrier she couldn't bring down. The barrier that no one saw through, that everyone believed was a real smile. A real laugh, real happiness but that wasn't real. It never was, and it couldn't. She ate herself up slowly, using the fake smile that everyone thought was real.

Everyday I saw her, I found myself slowly wanting her. To mend her, to hold her, to kiss her, to hug her. To see a real smile vibrant on her beautiful face, to hear her melodic laugh chime. But I could never bring myself to do so, even though I found myself loving every little bit of her.

She drives me crazy everytime I see her self cry, to see the warm wet tears trickle down her face. To just see herself in such a broken state shatters my heart, every tear she cries. Even when I was in a relationship, I found myself loving this girl. Why? Because, this girl she was different.

She wasn't serious and demanding like the slut I dated. She is sweet, yet cold she was like ice cream. She had that cold attitude yet deep inside she was a sweet, compassionate girl. She had those Emerald green eyes, that I found myself staring into without realizing it. She didn't try to make herself look beautiful, she just was. She was perfect to me, even though she was broken.

Her voice was addicting, it ringed in my head everytime I thought of her. She had a sweet, calm, emotionless voice. It was soft, and melodic to my ears I just can't explain it. Call me a stalker, cause I am but I love her. Even though I never talked to her. I felt drawn to her, like I needed to see her, and hear her.

I love her, and it's driving me crazy. I need to show myself to her, and her sister. Her sister knows me, she will think I'm a spy. But, this is for love not spying. I want her, the girl I love.

Yes, I'm over heels inlove with this girl. But this girl, she's unique. She has those addicting Emerald green eyes. Black hair that every girl dies for. A voice that anyone could fall in love with. A attitude that make you want her. Everything about her, makes me fall in love with her more.

And that girl, that I so dearly love, even though I never spoken to her. Or has she seen me, or heard me. Is...

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Zellia Moondrip Hydra.

And me? I'm none other then Jellal Fernandez, and I'm gonna make her love me. To do that, I need to break that barrier. And all I gotta do, is make my way to her heart.

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