Lucy the Celestial Fox

Chapter 35: Wicked Sweet

(Yesh, I feel sick like seriously. Apparently the water bottles have been recalled for cyanide poisoning... yep I drank alot of water bottles yesterday. And guess what? We bought them that day.)

~Last time on Lucy the Celestial Fox~

"Anyway, thank you Sabers." Master interrupted, squealing abit himself from the cuteness of the emotionless fox and cocky cat. The group just nodded, and walked out the door of the guild, leaving everyone dumbfounded at just what happened.  

~Now back to the Story~

[Zellia's POV.] (A/N: Been a long time since I did this POV.)

I cross my hands over my chest, my ears twitching in annoyance. I tap my foot lightly, glaring at Jellal. He gulps and clears his throat, excepting the worst. Since I seperated him from the rest of the group at the moment.

"Uh... sorry?" He says sheepisly, scratching the back of his neck. He has a sheepish grin plastered on his face with his eyes closed. I smile lightly at it, but I quickly resume my posture.

"Sorry? Sorry!? I almost practically killed that sluts babies!" I scream, motioning my arms towards FairyTails guilds doors. Even though I wouldn't mi-No Zell thats not the point.

Breath in and out. In and out, "Sorry for me screaming..." I say softly, looking at the floor. I feel weird, like butterflies whenever I look at him. Whenever he smiles at me I feel heat on my cheeks, and my mind goes fuzzy. So how can I say sorry If I look at him?

"Its okay... lets just go back and meet up with the others. Its getting late." He frowns, turning and walking back towards the hotel that the group is staying at.

"I'm gonna take a walk." I call coldly, and he just nods at me. His figure slowly getting smaller and smaller as he leaves my side. I never meant to sound rude...

Why do I feel this way? Why can't I just speak to him or people without giving them the cold shoulder? I never mean to do so, I feel so trapped inside myself, like I can't leave my mind or I will get hurt....

I bend my legs back and fourth, letting the swing take me high and low. The wind brushes against my skin, sending shivers down my spine. I close my eyes and let my mind takeover.

Why do I feel so empty when he is gone? Why? Why do I feel so warm everytime he smile? Why? Just, why do I feel so depressed and angered when I see him with another girl? What is this feeling. I need help... someone please save me from this. I can't deal with the pain anymore!-

"I can help you." A soft childish voice echoes in my head. 

"Who are you?" I panicked in my head, scared. 

"That isn't needed in this conversation. I can help you."  The voice soothingly said.

"How can you help me?"

"You feel trapped don't you? I can see it. I can help you, I can help you be free. I can set yourself free, you can be yourself again. All you have to do is say this simple word: 'Release'."

What can I do? Should I accept. All I have to do is say that simple word.... it won't be so bad wont it? I'll be able to myself again, I could finally experience emotion. Something I haven't in so long.... so so long...

"Your broken. Do it. You can be free, you can be alive once again without being trapped in your own self. You can be able to witness the world with a color of emotion. Do it. Just say the simple word. Thats all you have to do... say the word. Just say it..."

"Release." 

I felt my head pounding, trying to break something. My hand clenches itself trying to stop the pain. My body goes numb, and I hear a loud cackle of laughter. The sweet childish voice I heard gone and replaced with a wicked sweet voice. 

"What did you do to me!" I scream, running my hand down my face. My eyes wide-open and my throat clogging up. I can't feel anything... why did I accept?

"You wanted to know my name, sweetie?" The wicked sweet voice asks innocently.

I gather up all my strength to nod, my head slowly moving. I can feel her laugh echo in my head again, sending shivers down my spine. 

"Kaika."

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