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babybabe 🖤

April 8 ; 1:04 AM

hey
are you still awake?

yes po
just scrolling sa twitter
nagpapaantok hehe
why?

i just wanted to apologize
sa kanina
for putting you on the spot
kanina pa dapat ako magso-sorry
but then i ended up accepting more work
that i really wasn't supposed to
so ayun
i'm sorry for that, too

sus HAHA
akala ko kung ano na
babe, i'm sanay na
lalo na kay mama luz
*mo

ohmygod
that doesn't make it better
hay ewan
ilang beses ko na silang sinabihan
i even made them a list

HAHAHA
ano?
list of what??

things not to ask abruptly
things not to ask on reunions
questions not to ask strangers
and acquaintances HAHA
i don't know if i told you about this
pero alam mo ba
ah, never mind

babe. interested ako haha
if that's what you're worried about
kahit ano pa yang ikukuwento mo
lagi naman akong interested
but i'm not gonna push you to tell me
kung di ka comfortable

hmm, okay
uhm
back then
i told them
them as in my parents
that they contributed to my body issues
may comments kasi sila lagi
as in everytime uuwi sila dito
tapos wala

anong wala?
what do you mean?

they didn't say anything
they did look apologetic
but yeah, that was it
i wasn't expecting an apology naman
ang akin lang haha
sana di nila ginawang about sa kanila
instead of apologizing
or saying anything to me
they ended up moping
kasi na-realize nilang di pala okay yun
so parang hmm
how do i say this?

do you wanna call?
oh
i mean if you're only comfortable ha?
baka mas madalian ka kung call eh

no, it's fine haha
uhm
i love my parents
but sometimes, they tend to uh
make something that isn't about them
about them haha
confusing ba?

not at all po hehe
i get it
gets kita (:

i don't know
but yeah
parang ganun lagi
like what happened earlier
i tell them it's my body
and that i don't plan on risking my body
to have children
but somehow
nababalik sa kanila
yung topic ng katawan ko
napupunta sa wish nilang magkaapo HAHA
oh, fuck
i'm doing the same thing now, aren't i?
magso-sorry dapat ako sayo
tapos tingnan mo
i'm talking about me haha
fuck
i'm sorry
i'm really sorry

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