The forbidden love (ghost x dom female reader)

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hey guys im working this one off of 2 hours of sleep and a shit tone of coffee and monster as i deal with some problems so if there are mistakes and anything please ignore them thanks now onto the story :>

Reapers POV

i was told to hang back for the mission to get Alejandro back because of my shoulder and i was passing out too much Soap and Ruby almost forced me into hanging back, its been a hour since i last heard from them so i decided to try and get a hold of price, but after trying and trying i gave up and just seat up looking around knowing i was alone for a while in this safe house.

i started to stare off again as i listen to the sounds around me and take in my surroundings once more taking in the ashy smell and dirty wooden floor bored, I slowly get up and walked over to the map that was left behind reading it over looking at all the red dots they had made.

i look over my shoulder and notice a knife 'was it mine?' i thought as i felt around for my knife but didnt find it. "your mine now i guess" i took the knife and pocketed it as i look around again. my throat and mouth was dry i needed some water but i didnt have any, i had no idea how long it would take for them to get back and i was starting to get worried 'what if something happens?' was all that filled my mind.

i looked outside to see if i can find them but there was no signs of life other than tress and the one car we came in with so i turned around and walked away from the window and went to sit on a stack of hay that was sitting Infront of the door and window waiting for them to get back with Alejandro.

soon i had fallen asleep and started to dream once more.

FLASHBACK

i had just gotten home from school and stepped into my room too see my brother sitting on my bed bottle in hand waiting for me, this was common in my house when my father wasn't home to drink the pain away with my brother but today was different. he had just turned 18 a week ago and was upset already? this wasnt good for me or him i can feel it in my heart and the smell of smoke was strong.

"im going to join the army" thats when he said it the 6 words that hit me the hardest the one person i could lean on was leaving me. "what? no, no you cant leave me with him alone" i ran up to him throwing my bag aside and sitting infront of him on my knees as i look at his red eyes.

"why are you leaving?" he looked down at my pleading eyes as i stare at him and the bottle he had almost finished "i cant be near our father anymore, we agreed to join together right?" i looked away and sighed as i knew this day was coming but so soon? i was only 17 how could i of seen this happening.

"yeah together not a year apart" i said with sorrow filling my voice and my hands grab at my thighs as i hold back tears, the only person i trusted in this shit hole was leaving me and i cant stop them i cant do anything to change their mind.

we spent the next hour and a half drinking the pain away till i had fallen asleep. 

once i woke up he was gone he had packed as i was sleeping and left, he left me behind and i couldn't do anything to stop him and i was hoping father didnt come home yet so i grabbed a bag and left through the window heading for the forest, i run and run till i find the small shack i always hang out in with him the memory's of us running off and coming here to get away flooded my mind and made me sick to my stomach as i open the door and sit on the floor sobbing the rest of the night.

END OF FLASHBACK

im ending it here as im really tired and just want to get this out so i can take a small break to deal with some irl problems im having with my ex and friends and just everything so my next pages will come out slowly and im sorry but im making a one shot book that ill be putting copy pastes i already made so you arent all out in the dark hope you dont mind :>

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