After yesterday when Andrew kissed me and basically said he liked me, we're official now. Since he said I guess were boyfriends now. So that means officially we're dating now. It's my first time ever like dating somebody, except for my online roblox boyfriends.. but that doesn't matter right now.
I couldn't stop thinking about yesterday, it was so romantic, the fact he actually liked me. That's just crazy to me to think about. I also changed his contact name to " MY MAN " so don't get it twisted, he's mine. We been texting each other a lot today since yesterday. But we haven't hung out with each other since our date from yesterday.
I texted him that I wanted to hang out at his backyard, I went over and waited for him to come out. He finally came out and took a seat next to me. We didn't talk for a long minute.
" so.." he said
" so?" I replied back confused
" you made come outside, you need to tell me something? " he replied back
" no, nothing really. Well, just one." I said
" which is?" He replied back
" are we official?.. or just." I said to him
" of course we are, why did you think I kissed you? For fun? Haha." He replied back at me while he chuckled.
" oh I just wanted to make sure haha." I replied back to him.
We both looked at each other and laughed for no reason. He reached out to my hand and we both held hands. I still felt a little bit awkward about it but I'll try to get used to this. I'm still in shock from yesterday too. But I'll be used to this quick, hopefully. We awkwardly held hands for five minutes and then he let go to take a sip of his water.
I really don't know what to say or even start a conversation about anything.
" want to go binge watch a show or something ?" He told me.
" mmm sure." I replied to him.
He took me to his living room and we were sitting in the same spot as yesterday. It was awkward but anyways. He put on a random old show from nick, he didn't even put on victorious. But it was fine since we watched i Carly. We watched about two episodes. We talked a lot during the show and we forgot about it and then we continued to watch it, he was really happy today since we officially dated yesterday. I chuckled when I looked at him. I was so surprised to have him since I was always quiet.
It was super unhinged the whole time. We kept laughing and cracking jokes. It was really funny just hanging out with him after everything. It's been a rough few days for me but at least I finally told him I liked him. It just made me so flustered whenever I stare at him. I'm still shocked that he actually likes me, he feels the same way I do to him. It's just so abnormal not being able to make myself not look like I was crushing on him, I'm so used to hide my feelings for him. Since I always thought that he'd never like someone like me. But I was wrong.
After we watched some episodes. G we decided to walk down to the basketball court, it seemed like he just was really excited to go for some reason. He was acting like this was like a date but
All we're doing is just sitting down and play with a basketball, but I won't bother to say anything. We walked there and I sat on the bench just staring at him and then frequently check my phone.
It was awkward to me but he didn't care or even noticed. He almost threw the ball at my face and I yelled so loud, he scared me so badly. It was so funny to him but I was so frightened. He sat next to me and pulled me closer to him. He laid his head into mine and held my hand. He chuckled and I needed to take a picture of us holding hands, I wanna soft launch you know?... so I took a photo and thankfully he didn't look.
We stayed like this for about ten minutes until it got old and he was still energetic, I scrolled at the photos of us and I smiled while going through all of them. I didn't want to make it flashy for our launch but I just put a little photo of us holding hands and zoomed it out and put the text " he makes me happy." Then posted it on my story with no worries. I was just so happy that he's mine.
We stayed there for another half hour and so, I didn't check my phone for the rest of the time since I wanted to spend some time with him. We decided to head out and walked over to his house. I checked my phone to just look. I opened up with multiple notifications and messages coming in. I looked at my Instagram messages to been filled with people saying " what?" "WHO?!?" "WHEN"
"YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND?" My friend kept messaging me saying " NOWAY your actually dating him." I was so surprised to see how much I've been getting.
It's like, can you mind your own business, like okay I get it I have my own boyfriend, but it's fine whatever. I ignored it all and kept talking to him to distract myself. He was talking about, something I don't know I forgot. I kept staring at him and saying yes and nodding my head like I understood anything. We're at his place back again.
" you realized that school starts in three weeks.."
He said to me.
" really? That's just crazy." I replied back to him.
We both were thinking of what we should talk about.
" I forgot to mention we should have a picnic tomorrow, it'll be fun." He said.
" sure why not? That'll sound fun to me. Tomorrow it is." I replied back.
" we'll see you! I'll still be texting you."
" of course."
I waved to him and went outside his door and went to my house and ran upstairs to my bedroom. I mean... I got a picnic date tomorrow..
